I would understand how everyday, you would think of life as the same and would want to end it because it felt that way. I'm still in the following beginning pages, but I could see how much the book would impact me after I read it.

How one would think the future would end up and planning everything by course and how it would be done. How one doesn't want to find the sole purpose of living just because in the course of life, you'll think that it would be a mistake.

That life wouldn't be worth taking risks for. That life is just going to be dull. Expected. And planned.

Life isn't all that pretty.

But those little things that make you happy makes life all worthwhile. :)

Won't you be happy this year?

君とまたあえる日々を。