--skater.

"Syaoran is like a kid, Sakura. When little kids are scared, they avoid the thing that's scaring them. He's afraid of losing you. He seems to think that if he can avoid you, then he doesn't have to feel scared."

- Taguchi, "I'm In Love With A Plumber".

So... um. I can't really say anything today. I've been bored, but kept making plans to do for the rest of the two weeks that I'm free. Haha.

Might go to Bureau on the 29th for Big Fish! Hopefully I get the rest of the slots.

Er, so. Saturday could be interesting as well. Might go to Bel-Air to chill with Pia. :]

And there's this plan to go to Tagaytay with the HS crew. Hopefully, it pushes through.

It's bad if you do or take things excessively. So do it in moderation.

Now, consider this, young one. So many wisdom of which you partake in this world of mixed and mismatched. The perception of one you might consider of using into molding your life as it is, however it may be wrong.

Of romance and sweetened bittersweet, of which you yearn and crave. Dark, strong, and yielding. Layers and layers and layers of everything that has been a distraction and constricting for progress.

May it or may it be not the future.

Nay.

When I wake up, I forget.

I forget how life was for me the day before.

And I had to remind myself over and over:

"He's there, he's there. Watch out."

And then I'll become dull once more.

Maybe it's for the best.

Maybe I'm just too tired and worn-out.

Maybe, just maybe, it would be better--

if I go out and think. Then I won't have to remind myself,

That she was there. Waiting. Just... waiting.

I would like to feed you my brain.

I would understand how everyday, you would think of life as the same and would want to end it because it felt that way. I'm still in the following beginning pages, but I could see how much the book would impact me after I read it.

How one would think the future would end up and planning everything by course and how it would be done. How one doesn't want to find the sole purpose of living just because in the course of life, you'll think that it would be a mistake.

That life wouldn't be worth taking risks for. That life is just going to be dull. Expected. And planned.

Life isn't all that pretty.

But those little things that make you happy makes life all worthwhile. :)

Won't you be happy this year?

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