My dad gave me a talk about my future and compared it to his from before.

He gave me the reason why he's so loose with me... because he never got that freedom from before. And I'm grateful that he understands me. I really, really do. But for him to say that I've lost my identity--

--I honestly don't think I have precise one, yet.

And for him to say that I'm not doing well with my classes... well, once upon a time I had fours in almost all my terms and he didn't even notice them. He just said, "is that the biggest grade you've got?"

... well, it is, technically.

Sometimes, I just feel so under-appreciated.