Last day of the CA week. Wasn't what I expected... wasn't what I wanted. But then it happened. So really... who could I blame? Haha. Life... it's some crazy shit that I have to live. And I lost so much weight. Damn. I'm a skeleton.

I had so much optimism last night. I was so positive that I was grinning like crazy. I had so much hope, but then again... today. I wasn't even so sure about it. Haha! People keep on asking me how I was holding up--