I couldn't even release the tears I'm holding on to in my own room now.


I need to let them out. But I can't. I don't want to look weak in front of my family.


I had my heart open, ready and steady. And when I checked again, it was gone and all that was left were trails of blood... almost forgotten. I can do this, you know?


But what to do when the psychological / emotional problem I have started in my very own home?