I admit.


Today hasn't been very good for me.



Or lately, for that matter. But ain't it sweet to know that people actually believe the smiles you conjure up in front of them? Ain't it awesome to believe that every person you talk to, every person that laughs with you, everyone thinks that everything is dandy?


Ain't it just absolutely wonderful?


I'm in the state of... hey, I'm that girl who wishes things were different.




Basically, I wish people would look beyond what's presented. And now I'm starting to understand you a little bit more, Nicol.


Anyways, good luck to the ILAW and LACAD party alike in the elections. I can't really say who'll win, but in all honesty, I hope politics won't be the reason for friendships to end. Friends are far more important than pride, hunnies.


And as for myself, a little note to self: Stop being weak. Grow some balls, or in your case, some dignity.