A lot of shit has been happening to me lately. I know that I'm slowly failing my classes. I haven't been attending shit since the term started. I've made a lot of people cry--most especially those people I love dearly--and it hurts me to think so. I have failed people... and most especially I've failed myself.

And I want to redeem myself from this failure! I shall stand tall! Christmas is near! It's the Holiday I've hated the most before, but I want to learn to love it. God, help me learn to love it.

Help me to not become lazy until this term has ended. Help me pass everything... just. Help me. :<

I am now currently obsessed with:

D J T I E S T O.

I wish Big Fish will get him next time!

So today--I crammed a document paper for Fedora Studios with Bee. Haha. We went to CDBS and got their pay of P5k. Although, it is quite small as a starting capital for them... it's alright. It's just the beginning! Yay! I can't wait for their business to blossom.

I'm so proud of Bee. :)

And afterwards, he treated me out to Brother's Burger! Aww!

He took me home early, but it's okay. I get to bum around and read more manga. Haha. I'm so tired now, though. Not doing anything productive can do this to a person. Hm. I should start writing again. I miss the high of writing and anticipating reviews afterwards. I miss everything.

... holidays. I promise. I'll try and start with my writing again.