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I'll cross the endless sea,

I will die in e c s t a s y.

My heart is drenched in wine,

But you will be on my mind--

F O R E V E R.

Today has been a normal day.

I didn't go to school. I stayed at home and chilled. I helped my dad with the new PC. I ate ham sandwiches--yes, and I ate a lot. I read Desire Climax--and I'm still reading it right at this moment. I tried tuning my guitar--but to no avail.

And I missed how everything was before.

Because everything would seem like it wasn't reality. And I was taking my imagination too far. Everyday would seem like but a dream... and it wasn't meant for me.

I chose to feel like this. I chose to end up the way I am. I chose the course of my life... with or without regrets. And I would like--with selfish reasons--take back time and re-do everything without a pang of doubt that I could make everything better.

I wish to kiss you again--

and feel like everything's okay.

I wish to speak to you--

of words with a straight face.

I wish to open my arms to you--

and gain that sweet embrace.

And I wish to say I love you.

I'm in love with you.

... is that still okay?