It's so hard to be in the same situation.

Where everything was all and well before... and you'll find out that your mum doesn't feel the same way anymore. It's always in these kinds of cases... however, mine was different. My mum was just too fickle-minded and my dad just doesn't keep any of his promises.

I'm in such a weird family.

As for my friends... haha. I don't know. I really, really don't. I don't know who to trust... and it's sad that I don't even consider most of them friends anymore. Sure... they care. Haha. But why would they backstab? Really. It's normal, yes, but too much. Maybe I'm misunderstanding... but I don't care anymore cos I'm noticing the littlest things and it's enough for me to understand.

Material things... I'm already forgetting about them. Slowly... slowly. I'm already dwindling away from reality.

But then your simple words... slowly...

"I see you in my future."

"I don't want to lose you... if I did,

I don't know what I'd do."

"I want you to be

happy with me."