Afterwards, we went to Starbucks and chilled. It was so cold and hugs were always welcome. And hugging you felt like the world just stopped turning so I can bask in the warmth of your embrace. I love hugs--especially from you.

It was scary going back to Laguna again, though. The fog was so thick and we couldn't see clearly. It was a speedy ride going down and the adrenaline rush--that we might hit something--was there. And then we saw it--OMG! A dead cat in the middle of the road!--and I was like... omg. Dead cat!

But yeah. Haha, it was funny, though.

Then we went to 7/11 so I can buy some hot chocolate. Went to his pad afterwards and supposedly watched Step Brothers. We--more like I ravaged--had fun with the chocolate-caramel cupcake instead, though. Haha!

Tonight weakened me, though. And just feeling his warmth relaxed me and I wanted to just... stay. Unfortunately, I'm not from Bel-Air, though, so I can't really just stay because my house is close by and I can walk there--no. Because my house in reality is ten to fifteen minutes away by car.

Now, that sucks. But I can't do anything about that, can I? Unless I build my own house there in Bel-Air and live there for the rest of my college days.

But I really love this day.

Because it's the start of the new month. And Bee taught me that even though a month has already passed since Nicol's passing away--you'll learn how to move on and feel the happiness you've felt before that happened. Inhance it, and make it better.

I can't wait to make more--and I mean it, I want more--memories with you, Bumbum!