... unfortunately, I didn't have a ride. So I'm stuck at home.

But then Pappi wanted me to go to Bed Space when he found out I wasn't going to Alabang anymore. He said I should ask Melissa out. We waited for her reply, but then again--as the hours passed by... I got lazy.

So now, I'm still at home--wondering what could've been if I went out with Melissa tonight.

... but then again, I'd rather be here--bored and restless--than not being with my dad on his birthday.

I'm just waiting for midnight to strike and I can officially greet him.

I'm so sleepy now, though.

Oh and I cut class again today (w/ Potchee)!

So. Freaking. Sleepy.

I hope Bee's having fun at teh party.

Earlier today was fun with you, btw.

I love being playful with you. :)

So someone asked me...

aren't you doubtful when he goes out?

I trust him. So much.
And that whatever happens--

I love him. And no, it's not martyrdom.

It's acceptance.

I'm young. He's young.

Is that such a crime?