Why does paranoia always have to be present in relationships?

This morning made me stress about reality so much. *sighs*

It was Nicol's mass today at the Chapel. And I seriously still can't get over my emotions. And then... I feel empty again. Please dear Lord, help me get over this.

Bee and I went to Tokyo Tokyo in the gas station near Mamplasan today for lunch around 2 PM. I missed Bee even though we see each other a lot... I don't know. But... I just miss him so freaking much.

I miss his company. And I miss the comfortability. I miss his warmth, his tight hugs, and his loving kisses. *sighs*

I want a date.

Class today (PEONE) was actually fun.

I found out I was physically fit--which is good.

A lot of innuendos and puns were exchanged.

I love my happy noodle,

if you know what I mean.