I know you're a friend. I really do respect you.

But can't I get some consideration back?

Because I sacrificed rest for you. You wanted to hang-out, but I knew deep inside you probably wanted me to say no. And yet you tried to ask me still anyways. At first I said no, but then your ex PMed me.

And he wanted to do and say the sweetest things.

He wanted me to become the bridge since he was too far away.

But you moved on quickly, didn't you? We had the same situation before. And I truly understand.

But you keep giving false clues that you don't want to move on yet. That you were the desperate ex-girlfriend that still holds on. Or were those faux?

I pity the ex, hunny. Really. Because he still loves you.

"8", he said. He asked me to pluck a flower from my garden today and give it to you. He told me to tell you that when he comes back from his business trip, he'll give you something better.

But we didn't get to meet up today, didn't we?

Nicole S and I had to wait at Jollibee for over an hour, hunny, while you were at soulja boii's house eating with his family, most probably. We didn't have any money. We didn't know what to do. We can't go to Bel-Air just to meet up with you guys.

I didn't even have enough load to even call you anymore.

I'm scared as shit commuting, hunny. But for you, I did.

And yet the fruits of my hardship didn't pay off.

I love you, but please, take consideration. We're friends. But don't abuse.