moosic is my religion.

Selfish is She



It was fun and different for me today... in a way. /:




So first of my afternoon, I went to Bel-Air with Bee, James, Sandoval, and Jempots for a quick round of interviews about SK. A group of men were leering at me and it fucking creeped me out. Okay, what the fuck, paedophiles! You guys are old enough to be my dads~ (although, I'm exaggerating a bit).




Next of was at the computer shop and a group of stupid, childish, college men were shouting at us. Isubo yung ano? Tang ina niyo! I said in my mind. Haha. I don't know, but today annoyed the hell out of me.




Bee was annoyed as well, apparently. *sighs*
[edited. Bee... I love you. I'm sorry that I suck at blogging when I'm groggy and that I'm cramming some shitty paper while I'm sleepy... and falling asleep while doing that shitty paper. Yes. And now I woke up at 6 cos I was wondering if you left me messages only to find out that yes, you did... but weird ones and I was like WTH but... you know. Haha. I want to call you right now, but it's 6 and it's early and you prolly just got to sleep--since your last text was around 5.24 AM--and you REALLY need to sleep because... I just want you to. Haha. I know it's not a good enough reason--and this fucking French on MSN wants to view my webcam and keeps buggering me right now in such an early hour and I'm telling him that you would kick his ass if he doesn't stop bothering me--but you're always late in sleeping or you don't sleep at all. *sighs* And whoa, look~ it's so cold out. Rain is pouring hard but... Can I come over later when it clears? (: *shot* sorry this message is so long. Haha. I'll call you after my GRPCOMM class, ayt? *kisses*]




Anyways, after that episode, we went to Paseo and hung out there. We checked out the newly opened 7/11 and stayed there. James wanted to go home already, though, so Bee and I dropped him off at his dorm.




... but we decided to stay for a couple more minutes--or more. *sweat drops*




We played cards and had a "jamming session" of some sort. I suddenly want my own beat box. Haha. *grins*




Ohwells~ I just had a revelation today from too much romance drama these past few days.




First of... break-ups. Reasons that are completely irrelevant can make a person confused as well as doubt why the reason they broke up as a dunce. Always take out selfishness from a relationship cos apparently... it takes two to tango.




Second is attraction: it's alright that you would tell the person you like about how you feel except... you should always be prepared of the humilation and the hurt on the aftermath. If you know you're not exactly blessed with the looks--and you know the person you like is shallower than the shallowest (Curse of Curves)--then, why bother?




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