For a more educational blog post today (as said so by Uli Oposa), I'm going to talk more about love and life in general. Or I'll try to anyways, cos sometimes I can't help but fawn over how my day went.

So love.

Love is a dose of reality mixed with fantasy wherein you would want everything to go the way you want it to. I, for one, as an authoress (yes, I'm gender-biased, so sue me) write about how I want my life to end up as. A fairytale ending or a tragic tale coming to an end.

But as soon as I found love... it's like writing those kinds of fairytales... it disappeared and I'm starting to live it. And I'd rather it be like that.

Living the fairytale I've always dreamed of.

In fairytales, however, there will always be conflict and obstacles that people would always go through. Be it an evil step-mother, a dragon, or a midget king who wants to marry an Ogre... there will always be something you'd have to work on.

But love will always continue on... unless you're tired of fighting for it.

In which case, you're stupid for letting go.

Now let's talk about the curious cat.

I could honestly say that I'm a curious little bugger. The past will come back to haunt me someday, I say, and it will... and have. As much as I don't want to hurt myself, it will always be the case of whether I want to learn from those experiences or not.

Knowing the past may hurt for a little while... but you'll move on and laugh about it. Because it's the past. You're the present. And you don't have to worry about what happened before and who was in that time-frame, because you're the one your special person is thinking about now.

Although, there would be constant reminiscing... it would be just another product of the past.

And it's always good to know where you came from. But never linger.

Trust.

Of which in relationships, is the most important. I admit that there would be times that I would do something crazy--like hack someone's account for information... haha--but karma will find a way to bite you in the ass.

Take for example, Bee finding out my other blog accounts that I've had and done before. Now, there are incessant droolings in those accounts and I am actually rather embarrassed about them. But I know that it's just something that I should accept as well because I particularly hacked his accounts without his knowing.

Now that is out of boredom, not out of distrust. Do not misunderstand. Except... it would still be embarrassing if your partner knew or found out about the past.

Depends on the certainty of the topic discerned, though.

Passion.

It is something a lot of couples start with and through time--would lack. Based from my own experience (as well as how I studied my parents before), there will be someone who would end it at the peak of the relationship.

Not all relationships, though, but some.

For my parents, it ended because my mom gave up. Love is not one-sided. And if passion faded, you have to let go... even if it hurts. Most would disagree because of course... love is worth fighting for.

... but what if you fought for it and the other person has just already... let it go?

There is no use to keep telling yourself that somehow... everything would get better and it would work out in the end when you're already forcing the relationship to a stretch.

Know when to hold on... and when to let go.

Experimenting...

That is something every relationship should have. It will keep the thrill alive and of course, the love flaring into a forest-fire bonanza.

Bee is a gift of new experiences. Everyday with him feels like a new beginning of which a journey that will never end but will just keep on stretching (with new blings attached).

He gave me the chance to drive again today and I found it absolutely exhilarating. The feeling of the wheels on your hands and the control you have over the vehicle... it is something different and it will keep your heart pumping like mad.

... just don't think too much.

Most thoughts would have to wait for another time because this post is turning out to be a novel. Till next time. :)