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♥Adrienne Nicole.♥Eighteen. ♥Junior in Uni. ♥Hopeless romantic. ♥Photographer. ♥Writer. ♥Artist. |
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Deep Cut
 Pitter-patter,Do you hear that? I can hear laughter. It hurts my ears, And it damages my heart. Don't they see? I'm not okay. I remember him. It seems like it was yesterday. I told him I loved him, And he turned me away. Doesn't he see it? My heart beats for him. Now it's stopped, And bleeds for him. It's hard to let go, Do you think it's easy? He acts like it's nothing, But for me it is. It's like a deep cut, It just won't heal, It burns me inside, And consumes me deeply. Can't you see? I'm now nothing. I just smile and they think it's okay, I was happy, Yet they don't see, Deep inside, I'm dying. oOo So. Yeah. A poem I wrote for my "friend", Shaine. It had been months now but you know... whenever I talk to him, I can still feel the hurt. I was fine thinking that everything was okay with him but in reality... it wasn't. I was fooling myself into thinking that maybe, he can be "The One" just because we clicked. We have fun talking to each other. But I didn't think that it wasn't enough. Because it was enough for me. Unfortunately, he's a needy bastard and he wants more than an intelligent conversation with me. He wants everything what I can't give him. Well, it's his loss. Right? Right? I deserve better. A lot better. Because I'm Cancer. And I'm the best damn kisser in the zodiac sign. Dammit! So, anyway, I'm off to continue my fictions, Inevitable Attraction, Blood Red, and Purely Physical. Labels: angst, deep cut, journal, original poem, poetry, shaine |
