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We dance, we play, we rant, we rave.

Happy birthday, Antoinette (my dear dramatic sister)~! ♥

Baked mac. Cards. Pusoy dos. Bluff? No, bullshit! Two exams. Two. What are you wearing? You look really beautiful today. How was your first kiss? Aw, ka-ibigan. So what are you making? Oh, let me guess... a video. I need a picture of him and me doing the some pose. I'm shy that way. I know when you're feeling down. You have this aura surrounding you and I can't get through. Cat. Alexis. I hope you're not mad... I'm sorry. Mirror door. You. Looking at me. Smile. Look down. Paano ito... monthsary pa namin bukas...

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Labels: bee, birthday, family, food, hangout

--wildlife.

Today was uber fun (if not a bit tiring).

Had a really silly shoot with a bunch of my friends, namely: Cat, Zy, Myco, and Jordiee around the afternoon after our ASIAWST class. We watched Dangerous Beauty which had more passionate sex than anything else I've watched... lately. Haha.

But anyways, then, Jordiee, Paul Victor, and I went to Humana. I saw Bee there. And anyways, Paul and I went to PC Butlers to check-out who were playing. I was supposed to play Left4Dead but then, there weren't any available PCs. So Paul and I went back to Humana.

The boys: Bee, Roy, and Ralph skated. I took pictures alongside Jordiee. And hungout with Paul and ate Anna.

Until nighttime, where the regular skater boys around that area went there. They all skated and it was so awesome. Haha. They were all so good and so funny... it looked like they were all high. Haha. Oh, and Craig came!

And then the boys skated some more.

I went with Paul to Jollibee for some dinner. When we went back, the boys were still skating. Haha. Except they let little kids borrow their boards and it was so sweet. Haha. Then, we went to the Jollibee walkway place and hungout there.

Craig dropped me off at home. And oh my gosh, so many pictures to upload. Dammit...

... but I'm glad to learn something new. :)

Labels: bee, hangout, love, skates

Childlike.

Is it any wonder how I miss your smile?

Is it any wonder how I write?

Pages layered upon pages--

which to no one else but me can be accounted for.

For this moment's sake.

Oh is that blood? Blue cheese. Love love love. Death Face. I want to pee. Eggs and corned beef. We have to finish everything. Hugs. Facebook. You didn't think I was kidding? Skateparks. Pasong tamo. Okay, someday, we'll commute going to Makati so you'll know. Better take note of that. Carpet burns. I'm the drama queen. Friendster. Aww, I miss her, too. Exposed. Tears. I love you. I love you. Headband and dresses and terraces.

Labels: bee, chill, good times, thoughts

And oh my gawd, I can't believe it.

Ashes on your foreheads.

The 13th day of my period.

Please say goodbye soon.

Just the usual day for boredom. :)

If anything's growing--

it's our history.

Labels: boredom, photoshoot, tired

Thespian, I say.

I admit.

Today hasn't been very good for me.

Or lately, for that matter. But ain't it sweet to know that people actually believe the smiles you conjure up in front of them? Ain't it awesome to believe that every person you talk to, every person that laughs with you, everyone thinks that everything is dandy?

Ain't it just absolutely wonderful?

I'm in the state of... hey, I'm that girl who wishes things were different.

I wish that you knew when I said two sugars--
actually... I meant three.

Basically, I wish people would look beyond what's presented. And now I'm starting to understand you a little bit more, Nicol.

Anyways, good luck to the ILAW and LACAD party alike in the elections. I can't really say who'll win, but in all honesty, I hope politics won't be the reason for friendships to end. Friends are far more important than pride, hunnies.

And as for myself, a little note to self: Stop being weak. Grow some balls, or in your case, some dignity.

I wish you couldn't figure me out,
but you'd always want to know what I was about.

Labels: photoshoot, sane, thoughts, tired

Go ahead and just smile.

Okay. Another plan that went down the drain.

I don't want to go into detail anymore, but anyways. I was bored so I watched a movie, but not really. I listened to Lily Allen the whole day and then had a boredom shoot again. Same shit, different bucket, I guess--except for the thirteen missed calls I got from Bee, haha.

Labels: boredom, music, photoshoot

Mr. Happy, where are you?

Walking under the sun is actually fun as long as you have trees for shelter. Haha.

I reached Bee's house around 3 or so and then watched The Last Samurai. Then The Simpsons and afterwards, Spongebob Squarepants. We ate pasta for dinner and chocolate cake, and then his family came.

Hungout with Sammie. Afterwards, hungout with the brothers and we all wrestled. Haha. It was fun.

Anyways, there was an issue today. Remember the shoot in a previous post of mine? Yeah, it has something to do with that. But I'll keep you guys posted when I get more info on that.

Labels: bee, chill, cry, hangout, movie

Patience, dear.

Saturday classes are so shitty.

After class, which I didn't even give my attention to, I went with Bee to Humana so we could meet up with Roy and his parents. Off to Sta. Elena and hungout there. I played Final Fantasy and Devil May Cry on PS2 and fell asleep at their second floor living room.

Really, the whole day was spent sleeping or napping. Haha.

Tiring. Very tiring.

Labels: bee, chill, hangout, stalk

Knock on my door.

Today has been a weird day.

After my ASIAWST class with Bee, I hungout with the ILAW party (Jordiee, Paul Viktoree, Nicole S, and this dude who I forgot the name of I'm sorry). After that, Bee, Jordiee, and I went to Paseo (thanks for the ride, Mikee!) and met up with Roy and Mickey.

We commuted to Mc D's and Bee treated me out to the Chicken burger. Then, off to his pad.

We watched Friends and Scrubs! Absolute love!

But during Scrubs, Roy and Mickey went to the other room and Jordiee went home. I hope you feel better, Jordiee. Tsk.

Bee and I were left alone in the room and I admit, we tousled. Haha. But more of a playful thing and we watched this Korean movie, "Love is Magic". Haha! We waited for the couple to come back, then they took me home so I could write my paper for DEVCOMM.

And yay. I'm done. :)

And HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ALI~ ♥

Labels: bee, bestfriend, birthday, good times, hangout, love

Different bucket.

Today was different.

I went home after the GA meeting that came after COMPART and then, Bee called me around 12.30 asking if I could take pictures of the school. So he picked me up and I did. And then I went around the school with Myco (partially) and Sean.

I hung out at the wallow tree and took some more pictures--alone, though. Haha. Emo.

Then, when I went back to the cafeteria, I met Bono... the pedobear. Haha. I hungout with Jordiee and him till Pappi came and chilled with us, too, because class was boring. Tsk.

Bee came, then we borrowed Bono's mini laptop so Bee could download his report for our class, but the lappy was too slow. So I watched The Nanny Diaries while he asked the IT staff to download his report for him. Tee hee.

His report was awesome, btw. ♥

After class (actually, we went ahead by fifteen minutes), we (Bee, Roy, Jordiee, and I) went to Makati to check out the photoshoot of ate Liezl and kuya Eric. We took random shots, but the shoot took so long that we couldn't get our chance. Tsk.

We met new Japanese friends, tee hee. Sir Shinji-san and Naka... shita-san? I forgot the older dude, but yeah. They were planning to bring a new line to the Philippines. I forgot the name, but it rivals Armani and the others, Bee said. I wish we could get freebies, though. Haha.

While the shoot was on-going, we went to Greenbelt for some dinner at CPK. (thanks, Bee!)

After dinner, we went to the Shangrila hotel to check-up on little Sammie because she was sick. Aw. We went back to the shoot and got our stuff, afterwards, went to Bee's condo to chill for a while. We watched the first part of this Jackass movie about getting laid. Haha.

Then, off to Bee's tito's pad to get Bee's car. We went to Hungree Burger afterwards and got huge-ass patties and we ate it along the way. We had a stop-over at Petron and bought drinks. (thanks, Jordiee!)

And finally, off to home. We dropped off Roy first at Sta. Elena before Bee and Jordiee dropped me off at my pad. It was a different day... and I had a lot of fun. I wish I had a car, though, so I could experience new things everyday, too. Haha.

Ohwells, all I can do... is wait.

Labels: bee, chill, food, hangout, love, makati, photoshoot, soulja crew

Collect and reflect.

Tagaytay for recollection. ♥

A lot of pictures... as expected. Haha. It was a fun experience... although the talks were a bit boring. But as Ralph stated, it was just the "tamang chill" type of hangout. Pictures, fly in the soup, and the maturity talks. Haha.

Why would you give someone the

chance to tell you what exactly

is your SELF-WORTH?

Labels: foolish, tagaytay, thoughts

"True Love Waits", or so he says.

Absolutely tiresome day.

I was late for TRIGMAT again, and I only got to actually stay for 10 minutes or so. After that, hungout with Cat at the COMLAB and tried to hack to the system. Failed a few times but we got to hack it! Yay. Free internet.

But anyways, we went to the INLUVKNB talk at the auditorium and I must say that it was actually quite an interesting symposium. The speaker talked about sex. Haha. All the points he has given were valid and at the same time connects to what the youth stands for on the topic of sex.

After that, hungout with the ILAW party.

Went home with Jordan and Paul by shuttle... but on foot as soon as I was dropped off at the spine road.

Labels: tired

You gotta be stronger than you appear.

I hated today.

It was tiring. I was exhausted the whole day. I made our brochure alongside Bee while Pat and Tres presented it in front of the class. I don't even think that sir thought we made the brochure. Fuck.

Anyways, tiring. Just... absolutely tiring. But at least I made Bee feel a little bit better when I gave him chocolate and my third card. :)

Smoking ain't the way.
Music is a better vice.

Labels: bee, crap, shit, stress

Paranoia.

Alright, a post-Happy Valentines' Day celebration for me and my family (well, including my tito Jun who's too freaking noisy. Oh gads, he annoys me). We had pizza, chicken, and pasta! It was delicious.

After eating, I went around Paseo and I bought my medicine.

But I already felt dizzy... I had to go to mass, though, to pray for my wretched soul. Although, I didn't get to stay because my dizziness was already taking control of me. So I went home.

Talked to Joji and then played on Facebook till I fell asleep.

Labels: family, food, hangout, paranoia

It felt a million miles away.

So... Valentines.

My first actual Valentines day that I get to spend with someone I love. I used to spend Valentines either with friends or alone because guys used to find it easier to just give me teddy bears and flowers and they think it would already make me happy.

Unfortunately, the memories on that day means so much more to me than just the gifts I receive. So I'll let the pictures speak for themselves. :)

[He showed up at my house with these. ♥]

[Some of the rides.]

[My sister and Sammie. ♥]

[Haha, I'm just the photographer now.]

[The scenes.]

Honestly, I wasn't in the mood for anything like that at the moment since I was bleeding and the hormonal imbalance was kicking in. However, Bee was so excited to go and I just couldn't ruin it for him. But even though, I actually had some fun even though I felt absolutely cranky most of the time... and dizzy as well.

I lovelovelove Bee.
I'm sorry & thank you.

Por cada segundo que gasto con usted,
yo mantengo a caer más en-amor con usted.

Labels: bee, family, love, valentines

So he said?

Oh gads. Please... just... no.

Anyways... it was declared a green day today, except on the inside of me, it was a red day. Haha. If you know what I mean. Anyways, Bee and I went to Bel-Air II after classes to drop off Eya at her place.

And then we saw ate Jamie and the others so we hung out there and sold chocolates, ate a lot of food, and chilled till the sun went down.

Then, Bee and I went to his pad so he could use the bathroom and I watched Friends, Scrubs, and then partial of the Crime Scene Investigation show thingy. Haha.

Then, shower. *twitch, twitch*

Labels: bee, blood red, chill, food, good times

Past vs Present.

Why does it matter?

I'm with you.

COMPART class was fun. I made a picture with just a brush and smudge tool. After that class, I went straight home because I didn't have a class after that since PRNTMED was cancelled for the day.

Bee came over and we skateboarded till we reached the park where we hungout for a while. A bunch of kids were in awe with him as he did tricks... and it was so sweet that he taught them how to skate... safely. Haha.

He, then, invited me if I wanted to eat BBQs at Ph5. I said yes, so we went there by car. He actually wanted to eat somewhere else, but I said I wasn't dressed so we took a U-turn and went to Ph5.

We ate BBQs and Kwek-Kweks then talked. We walked around the park, danced underneath the stars, teased, played, Bee scared me shitless, tickled me till I cried (er, a few), and role-played. Haha.

It was a fun night. And omg, look! Tomorrow is Friday the 13th! A day before Valentines day, too! *squeeshu*

Now, I hope my plan for tomorrow night pulls through! If it rains... I'll have to do a raincheck on it. *suds*

Labels: bee, bumbum bee um-ni cobra, chill, hangout

Like those days.

So... it was an off day yesterday... again. Hopefully, not an off week. Please, dear God. Have mercy. Haha.

Bee's car's radiator has a hole so he couldn't use it. I commuted to Paseo, played Left4Dead with the guys while I waited for Bee. He came, we commuted till SM, ate at Pizza Hut, and then walked around. Commuted back towards Paseo, went to BJ Avenue for a quick chill... we danced while this musician played at this restaurant.

And then 9.30, I went home as soon as my dad picked me up, and Bee commuted.

Oh, and I failed my TRIGMAT exam. Good job.

As for today, I woke up after lunch and then watched, Fred Claus and My Bestfriend's Girl. Both movies were absolutely adorable. Haha.

Labels: bee, food, shit

Off day.

Haha, I skipped class again.

My prof in COMPART told me that I had four consecutive lates and he counts them as absences. So I have two more absences to go before I'm dropped from the course. Well... good job. Haha. I hate him.

Anyways, I went to Paseo with Pappi and Jordiee and hungout for a while with Bee and Roy at his workplace. Then went to Mocha Blends for some chill and foodtrip (thanks to Jordiee for the drink!). Skated, went to National Bookstore, Shakeys, Chowking, back to Mocha Blends then off towards home! Haha.

... what a weird day.

Labels: bee, chill, food, hangout