going with your flow.

moosic is my religion.

my stalkers.

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stringlets.

reminisce.

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Hello, stress.

Wish that I could

f l y a w a y.

A lazy day.

So many papers to do. I have to study for my Physics final exam this Wednesday and yet I find myself ignoring my responsibilities. I pity myself. I really, really do.

I just... want the rest from the schoolwork. A peace of mind. Please.

Missing someone.

Labels: alone, thoughts, tired

Hop.

A very busy day. :D

To forget my problems about Physics--for a while, at least--I drowned myself with company. I was with Alexis for lunch and we ate out at the sizzling house. I bought him drinks and he bought me ice cream. Yay.

For my ARTMSC class, I never really do care about that class so when we were having our exam, I kept going out to take calls and text people. Haha.

I went home around 4 and chilled for a while. I watched half of I am Legend (since the first time I watched it, I was just cuddling and sleeping) then I changed to proper clothes while I wait for JC to come and pick me up.

Then he did, and he was bitching about the traffic at the expressway. So I showed him a different path and he was happy. Haha. We went to Alabang first to pick up Karen and Orry. I saw Andy at Starbucks! Haha. I didn't know he was friends with my friends. Haha. Funny as.

Off to Makati afterwards.

We ate around and chilled at Greenbelt for quite some time. Then, it was stress after that. Last minute guest-listing and shit. Haha. And it was an adventure... quite. Haha. We got word that there was a private party at Warehouse till 2 AM so we had to hang at A-venue first.

So we went to the Trance Alliance--the event I wanted to go to but it's so hard to get guest-listed in. But yay! I got guest-listed with the rest of my crew so I'm happy. Haha. Connections. <3

I saw Reza Pata! Haha. I haven't seen that bitch in a while. So we danced and shit. He lent me his phone so I can text Bee. But as soon as I put my sim on his phone, Bee called. I went out (since I couldn't hear a damn thing) and I saw that he was already outside. Haha.

So when I went out and saw that they were talking to Roland Madrazo. What a kuwinkidink, aye! Haha. He kept flirting with Bee and Sho... haha. It was so cute. I missed that guy.

The Indonesians were absolute, fun, though. I met this couple, Arda and Brian, and they almost had sex on the dance floor. Haha. But since Trance was fucking sex, I'm fine with it. Although, the drugs were a bit too much. Haha. Brian was already high enough before, what more when he took 'em shiz. Haha.

And yeah. All I can say is I met a lot of people. I had uber fun. I wish Karen didn't have a curfew (went home around 5 AM). And I still have the charms. Haha.

How can you make men notice you: smile. ;)

But who cares about other men,

when I have my man with me--

Oh gods, I miss him terribly. <3

Labels: bee, chill, event, hangout, love, trance

I'll sing for you the stars.

ಠ_ಠ

I'll cross the endless sea,

I will die in e c s t a s y.

My heart is drenched in wine,

But you will be on my mind--

F O R E V E R.

Today has been a normal day.

I didn't go to school. I stayed at home and chilled. I helped my dad with the new PC. I ate ham sandwiches--yes, and I ate a lot. I read Desire Climax--and I'm still reading it right at this moment. I tried tuning my guitar--but to no avail.

And I missed how everything was before.

Because everything would seem like it wasn't reality. And I was taking my imagination too far. Everyday would seem like but a dream... and it wasn't meant for me.

I chose to feel like this. I chose to end up the way I am. I chose the course of my life... with or without regrets. And I would like--with selfish reasons--take back time and re-do everything without a pang of doubt that I could make everything better.

I wish to kiss you again--

and feel like everything's okay.

I wish to speak to you--

of words with a straight face.

I wish to open my arms to you--

and gain that sweet embrace.

And I wish to say I love you.

I'm in love with you.

... is that still okay?

Labels: alone, angst, bee, chill

Don't know why...

You'd better treat this lady like a queen...

... Because you, you my friend, have found the perfect woman. If I was ever so lucky to find the perfect woman, I would give her flowers every day. And not just any flowers, okay? Her favorites are orchids. White. And I would bring her breakfast every day. Six loaves of wheat bread with butter on both sides. No crusts. Just the way she likes it.

I'd be her shoulder to cry on and her best friend. And I'd spend every day thinking of ways to make her laugh. She has the most... amazing laugh. That's what I would do, if I were you. But I'm not. So you do it.

- Melman, Madagascar 2.

Since I only had INTROSO today--and we only had a long quiz so I get to go out early--Bee and I went to 7/11 at Paseo for some foodtrip... although, unfortunately, there was no extra rice for the siomai meal he was telling me about. Haha.

So instead, we went to Mc D's and had our foodtrip there. Afterwards, the 7/11 at Bel-Air for the siomai meal he wanted (and ice cream for me!). Haha. He's just... so adorable. Really. :)

Went to his pad to watch Pathology and I Am Legend after. His dad called~ although I didn't get to talk to Mr. Isao... I had fun listening to them speak in Japanese. Haha. After the movies, we went to 7/11 for some drinks. Then he took me home. And he gave me Penggy again! :)

... the stars are so pretty tonight. Shame I didn't get to do my stargazing tonight. :(

... and apparently, I looked like a sexy secretary today. Haha. Who's Irish. Hm. An irish secretary. I should get the accent down pat as well, ne? :D

Are you watching the movie?

Huh? Are you? Huh? ARE YOU?

Say "yes". You should watch it. :D

Uhm... okay then... Yes. /:

/o/ oh yeah. So are you watching?

... *is teased*

Blue balls much? :D

Labels: bee, bumbum bee um-ni cobra, chill, food, good times, hangout, love, penggy

Cos I'm crazy.

I'm soooo tired today. I haven't had much sleep and intake of food so I feel weak. My brain has stopped working and... I just feel really tired. I wish for rest.

A good night's rest tonight.

I've dated so many girls.

But I'll notice they lack.

... and then I met you.

Thoughts answered. I think my mind can rest for a while.

[@ Shakeys w/ Bee, Aldrin, & Hydee. Paseo.]

Labels: bee, chill, hangout, thoughts

Depending on the weather.

I hung out at Starbucks... alone... from 12 PM till 3 PM. I was reading, "Flowers in the Attic" for the third time in my lifetime and I still can't get tired of it. I don't know why... really. But anyways--Bee arrived after a few moments and his hands were all dirty.

He was so rugged looking and all that jazz.

But he was still so utterly ravishing with his dishevelled hair and scruff.

Then we had the shoot for the RATVPRN music video. It was... fun. LOL.

Off to class afterwards. I did reflexology, tai-chi, yoga, and footsal today.

Bee, after my class, went to school then and brought me siomai. Yay! Haha, thanks, Bee~ we went to my pad consequently for my shower and hung out with my siblings. We then walked to my park and hung-out there for a while.

Then we went to his pad for Physics study session. But instead, we did my Pornography research session. Haha. It brought tears to my eyes. :D

Rendering of the video... and I kinda fell asleep on Bee's lap. Big aw moment~

If you'll be my star, I'll be your sky,

You can hide underneath me

and come out at night.

Labels: bee, bumbum bee um-ni cobra, chill, good times, love

Hello.

Every day trying to make up for the one before,

Climb three flights to tremble at the sight of your

already open door.

Jollibee, Starbucks, and BJ Avenue tonight.

Thank you to Myco, Cheenkee, Craig, and Marmie's company tonight... I needed it.

I can play Boats and Birds on the guitar now.

... I wish I had a capo. :(

And sometimes, I just need you.

But you leave so suddenly...

And it tears me up completely.

Without you, my heart seems empty.

Labels: angst, chill, sane

Advices, anyone?

This is going to be quite a long post since yesterday, I didn't blog.

Morning of Saturday was a bit of a downer. My dad shouted at me without abandon and causing me to stir and wake up. I didn't know why, I couldn't remember how, but when I woke up (and since I'm a bit grouchy when I get woken up in such a manner) I answered back.

And then I saw his face fall into a frown--I couldn't help but feel down as well.

So that's how my morning started and the course of my depressive morning.

I feel bad that I give Bee my bad vibes, too. I'm sorry, Bee.

The afternoon was spent with Patrick and Ralph. We went to Pat's dorm and chilled. We talked about scary ghost stories. I cooked hotdogs and made cheese on toast, and then afterwards, we went upstairs to watch American Pie: The Wedding.

We had to go home by 7, though, since Pat was going back to Alabang that night.

Ralph took me home, and then... I missed Bee. There was the calls. The texts. And... I just felt bad. Because the morning, I felt so emo and my emotions were too strong for me to control properly. I thought too much.

Too. Much.

So please..
Be with me..
Stay with me..

Bee and I didn't get to talk much last night, though. So I decided to ask how my old mates at Alabang are doing. And guess what? They were all together last night. Haha, I missed those crazy coots. So I was on the phone with them till 3 AM.

And it's either on the 29th or on the 6th of December that I'm going to sleepover. Wee. Raymond's birthday and finally, I'm going to see them again. For all those events I missed, I'll try and make up for all of them.

For Sunday... I just chilled at Denniel's house as well as at my tita's pad (happy birthday, guys!). A lot of eating, lying down, texting, and watching the telly today. Just another lazy Sunday that I wished wouldn't end. Monday has come again and I'm just not ready.

And I guess it doesn't matter

what I say or what I seem;

You stuck what I felt for you

in the pocket of your jeans.

Love is just too complicated.

One would be too desperate to move on... and yet, can't. It would be so easy... to just think of your ex-lover to be the lowest specimen on Earth, but the love you feel for the person is just too great. The respect is still there... even though, you just can't help but think that he/she doesn't deserve it.

Ignoring me the morning after
isn't enough and I swear I'm
going to cry. I'm sick of trying
to be t o u g h.

There are approximately 6.7 billion people in this world. There has to be someone out there that will love you with the love and respect that you deserve--even with those characteristics that you lack. You'll move on in time... and that bastard can just kiss your arse for using you like that. He deserves to be treated as a low person... but, with the love that you felt for him--let's just hope he realizes that he lost such a prize.

Step one: light me on fire
Step two: walk clean away

I wont burn long and evidence

of your done wrong will be gone.

And when you fight because of j e a l o u s y--always remember that by the end of the day... he's with you. You might notice other girls taking a move on him, but if he so wanted it--he would've dumped you already. But he didn't... because he loves you. He's probably too young, a lot of people would say, but in that age... he knows how to think straight. Be proud.

A sight to store away, then conjure up someday.

But I just hope (like you said) you'll stay.

Labels: bee, birthday, chill, love guru, quotes, thoughts

It's you.

I didn't get to go to Big Fish to see (and party) Armin van Buuren tonight.

But it doesn't matter that much. There's always a next time so what better way to spend a night of fun but with my boyfriend! At first, we wanted to go to Barcy's surprise party at Alabang, but there was traffic. So... we just went to his pad and chilled. Then James came. Then Roy. Afterwards we ate Pancit Canton.

Bee and I fell asleep while watching The Beauty and The Geek on JackTV but we woke up when Rogie and Ralph came.

Haha. Then... off to Sta. Elena! We played ping pong and shiz. Bee and I then went home around 1, but had a stopover at Total to buy Dr. Pepper and A&W Root Beer.

Are you scared of the future?

I want to wake up... make you lunch.

And put a heart on top... and when you

go to work and open your bento,

they'll say,

"Wow, ang sweet ng husband mo!"

Labels: bee, bumbum bee um-ni cobra, chill, love, soulja crew

Basketcase

It's so hard to be in the same situation.

Where everything was all and well before... and you'll find out that your mum doesn't feel the same way anymore. It's always in these kinds of cases... however, mine was different. My mum was just too fickle-minded and my dad just doesn't keep any of his promises.

I'm in such a weird family.

As for my friends... haha. I don't know. I really, really don't. I don't know who to trust... and it's sad that I don't even consider most of them friends anymore. Sure... they care. Haha. But why would they backstab? Really. It's normal, yes, but too much. Maybe I'm misunderstanding... but I don't care anymore cos I'm noticing the littlest things and it's enough for me to understand.

Material things... I'm already forgetting about them. Slowly... slowly. I'm already dwindling away from reality.

I'm learning not to care anymore.

But then your simple words... slowly...

"I see you in my future."

"I don't want to lose you... if I did,

I don't know what I'd do."

"I want you to be

happy with me."

[Park. My house. The Breakfast Club.]

Labels: bee, bumbum bee um-ni cobra, chill, love, movie

Kyogo Kawaguchi

Just like a lollipop.

After class, we hung out at your place with Sho. We watched Densha Otoko and afterwards, you fell asleep. You were so cute... and I loved your warmth that radiated through your embrace. *sighs* I missed it.

Night fell and my headache came back. You fed me dinner (haha... force-fed) and then we chatted with Sho's stalker. Haha. Well... that was interesting.

By 10.40 or so... you dropped me home... safely. Haha. It's a good thing you didn't get distracted (and you actually got to focus even with the pressure. Haha)! You should've bought me the big-arse lollipop. :(

You're my joy.

My happiness.

Love of my life.

Labels: bee, bumbum bee um-ni cobra, chill, good times, love, soulja crew

Fnck you, miss!

I felt like shit today.

I had a cooking show shoot today. Ate BBQ-ed pork ribs. I cried during class. Cussed my professor. Now I'm not sure if I'm dropped because of excessive absences. Hm.

Bee went to my house (with Sho) at 12.22 AM. Haha. They took the shoot files from me. But anyways... I missed him. :)

Labels: bee, crap, crazy, shit, tired

The game is to kiss.

Cut my INTROSO class.

Went with Bee and Jordan to Mocha Blends. Teased. Went home around 7 since Bee had to go to Makati... but yeah. He called me a lot of times anyways. :)

Can't wait for Wednesday, then. <3

Labels: bee, chill, soulja crew

UNYT 20 starts now.

Such a tiring day.

I felt so bipolar. Too much stress within such little time. I went to ATC, BF Homes, then to Festival Mall, and South Supermarket within the span of five hours. My feet couldn't take too much walking and I do need rest, yanno. *sigh*

And when I got home, I remembered that I had to do Physics and my report for INTROSO so I really got more angry and annoyed.

Then I felt this void.

... and when I saw Joji online... I figured to myself that... maybe I just missed him. So I decided to tease him a little bit (although I still felt bipolar). Then the tease became real and... I didn't know what I was doing anymore. But when we called each other on the phone... I felt calm already.

I don't want to let go.

Labels: bee, bumbum bee um-ni cobra, deep cut, love, tired

Shooting star.

... because you take my breath away. :)

Surprise!

Although, you weren't really surprised. Ugh. But I hope you had fun with the party, Bee. :D

All day, I was trying to figure out how to distract you from going back to your house. You got annoyed at me for trying to keep you away from your house--since you wanted so badly to sleep--and I had to convince you to go to Roy's place.

But you were already noticing my hints. :( I'm bad with surprises, aren't I?

So anyways, we went to SM with Roy, Jordan, and ate Anna and went around. Around 9, and we were already late for the party, your mum texted that we had to go back. So we did--but you gave them a little surprise of your own. You hid in the trunk and let ate Anna drive the car back towards your house.

Everybody was shouting Happy birthday! but it was ate Anna who emerged from the front seat. Haha. But yeah, it was funny as. :P

And Sam and I bonded! Yay!

Lots of drinking, chilling, and picture-taking. Lol. We walked to Bel-Air 3 to visit Kyle as well. Haha. The bad thing about that part was--I stepped on dog poo while our picture was getting taken. :( boo!

Haha, but anyways.

I hope you had fun, Bee. The soulja crew was complete this 80's night. :)

You'll always be my

s h i n i n g s t a r.

Labels: bee, birthday, bumbum bee um-ni cobra, chill, good times, love, party, soulja crew

R-20

Big 30 pizza! :)

Haha. Happy birthday, Bumbum!

With Bee, Jordan, Roy, James, Kyle, and Ralph tonight. Rawr! And had a wrestling match with Bee and stuff. Haha. I also showed the video I made for him~ grr. Sony Vegas is so hard to use. : Or maybe it's because I'm just starting but anyways-- practice makes perfect. ;)

I love you, Bee!

Labels: bee, birthday, bumbum bee um-ni cobra, chill, love, soulja crew

Say say say!

You'll always be 12 in my heart. :P

Happy 20th, Bee!

... fncking maid stole Php 500k worth of jewelries from me. She'll fncking pay dearly!

... and apparently, I have ulcer. :(

Labels: bee, birthday, bumbum bee um-ni cobra, love

Flow

Staying with you is like being home.

Shakeys for dinner. Off at his pad to watch Madagascar 2 and Jordie and Paul dropped by. They played with their DLSRs--ah! I can't wait to get mine. Then Tortila Heaven afterwards.

Bee, you're the only guy I ever want to be with. :)

Ich Liebe dich. Wo ai ni.

Te quero. Aishiteru yo.

I love you. Mahal kita.

Labels: bee, date, good times, love, movie, soulja crew

Eh?

Shooting. Stress. Guidance appointment. PE sucked arse. Spaghetti. Amazing Race. Roy's cake. Bee and Jordan's photoshoot while Physics. And now I cram. Cram, cram, cram.

... I hate this term so much.

I'm sorry, Bee, for being a bother tonight. :(

Labels: bee, shit, soulja crew, stress

Missed me?

Naka-jackpot ka talaga, Anne! Inggit ako! :(
Wag mo na pakawalan yan, hah? :D - Joreyne

I'm loving it. :)

I skipped INTROSO for a date with Bee. Haha. We went and ate at KFC in Carmona then afterwards, Starbucks for some Dark Cherry Mocha and for me, ice cream! Yay! Then went to Bee's pad to check out their equipment for their studio. We had a photoshoot. Haha. It was fun.

Oh, and when I thought I didn't have my period anymore... it started pouring down again. Gr. Ohwells. Better than not bleeding at all, roit? Haha.

Fnck. It's 2 AM and I have to wake up at 5 AM for a commercial shoot. I'm doomed.

Labels: bee, bumbum bee um-ni cobra, date, good times, love, soulja crew

Happy pill, please.

P r e t e n d you don't

k n o w me so well,

I won' tell if you l i e d.

I don't always make the right decisions.

I admit, I've made so many mistakes in my life. I've said the stupidest things. I've confessed so many secrets that I shouldn't have. I've taken advantage of a lot of people in my immature times. I've flirted when I shouldn't have. I gave up when there was still hope.

I lied when I knew I should've told the truth. I manipulated when I knew they didn't deserve it. I cheated and actually felt mischiveous and liked the feeling of it. I did so many things that I wish I could take back.

But, honest to God, I changed.

I am a girl who is emotionally weak.

I've grown to act cold and get back at everything that happened to me before. However, I don't want that anymore. I'm tired of always pretending that I'm okay. I'm not fucking strong enough, okay? I'm human, and inside--I bleed. Figuratively.

... but lately.

I see myself changing. And I've grown cold. I've grown numb. And I'm forgetting how to act human... because everything I do seems to be generated by society and how I should respond. I'm failing and yet I smile. I'm losing and yet I smile. I'm hurting and yet I smile.

I smile.

... just to show all of you bastards that I'm fine and not worry about me.

I'm tired of pretending.

... but I can't help it.

I had a haircut today. I hung out with Bea and Pia. I went to mass and prayed the rosary. It was a nice day... if only I would just stop thinking and just live my life... then I'll be fine. I just need a little wake-up call... and I'll be fine.

If you're dreaming with

a b r o k e n heart...

The w a k i n g up...

is the hardest part.

Labels: angst, dream, listening, tired

Overboard

Happy birthday, Little Sammy!

I'm obsessed with Bon Jovi and Aerosmith right now.

A thought you'd wish you thought about. I see your true colours and that's why I love you. You don't have to think about all the reasons why something may not work... you just have to find one good reason why it will.

Now with all those relationship stories I've been hearing about lately--I'm glad mine is alive and kicking. With all those obstacles we've been fighting off, all that matters is we stand tall. And to all of those who read my secret blog--and I don't even know why you want to anyways!--kudos to you for actually paying attention. But please... just no. Lol.

Because you love me.

[I've been tagged for another award before

but I can't seem to remember who did it.]

Post the link of the person who loved you & post the rules on your site. Tag 7 people at the end of your post & post their links too of course. Let each person know they have been loved by leaving comments at their sites.

Bageegee Bea Bee Mei Rok Tam 1 Yvan

Labels: love guru, sane, stress, tired

Sore throat?

BASPHOTO... was... er. Well, we got free film! So yay!

Bee didn't feel well afterwards, though, so we went to his pad--but before that, my place first to get my laptop and my sports shorts that Tina wanted to borrow. Bee bought me Shawarma when we came back to school (thanks Bee!).

Then off to his place. He tried to sleep, while I watched this drama on DVD. Not exactly a drama, because it was a comedy and it was about this girl, Riri, who misunderstood everything. And it was hilarious.

Jordan and Roy then came over and hung out with us.

I fell asleep. Bee played with the new program that you can talk to (mean birdie!). Roy left. And Jordie stayed with us. I, then, played with the birdie and I learned Japanese! Yay! I forget easily, though, so I'll need a lot of practice. Haha.

Bee then fell asleep. I played tunes on my iTouch. Jordie surfed the net. Then we exchanged places. Haha. Afterwards we ate dinner around 7. Jordie left around 8. Then Bee and I watched MadTV spoofs on YouTube.

Bee, you're not sick. ;) *kisses you*

I bled some more (grr. Stupid period.) then afterwards, we went to Paseo for a midnight snack. We saw sir Jom~ LOL. Hay sir. You're so built now... but I really thought you were manly even though you had that facade up. Haha. Aw, high school life. How I hated it.

But anyways, Bee dropped me off home at 11.20 PM. My mum got pissed at my dad online and she wanted me to go shopping this Sunday for her. I need money.

And now I'm done with my report for ARTMSC tomorrow. Yay!

What do you want for Christmas?

You, you, and you. How about you?

Just your love. And your care.

But you already have those! :D

I want a warranty... forever?

11:11 PM

Aww, love you, Bee.

Hm... what?

That's my wish. :)

Labels: bee, good times, hangout, love, soulja crew

No Air

I don't even want to think about Physics right now.

... But anyways.

I didn't have INTROSO today! Yay! So Bumbum, Pappi, Myco and I went to Jollibee for dinner. Haha. Then afterwards when Pappi went home, the rest of us went to Starbucks and we saw Patrick and Cheenkee! Yay!

We hung out with them at Starbucks for three and a half hours.

And we found out why a lot of our friends were gathered at the second floor as well--Miko Arai just got back from Japan and a welcome party was there. I wasn't really told why, though--*cough* but anyways.

Must remember to buy a Nights in Rodanthe DVD.

Around 8, Bumbum already wanted me to go home, but I still didn't feel like it. So I asked him to drop me off at Phase 5 with Patrick. And we hung out with Reza at his pad. Haha. It was so funny there. I felt so high in that environment and we had a lot of laughs. Reza's still a bitch. *grins*

Patrick then treated me to V-Cuts and got me more high. Yay for highness!

Around 11 PM, Barcy texted that he wanted to eat out so we went to their dorm and decided to go to Yellow Cab (haha, Reza. You should've come with us!). We ate there (and I got to play with DJ Moo!) and around 11:40, they dropped me off at my place. Bleeding Love kept on playing there, btw. Ugh. Wtf. But...

... I wonder if Bee is making any tampos today. Hm.

Well, this was certainly a long night. And it feels like it's being drawn to a more longer pace. I wonder why. 8

Labels: bee, chill, hangout, insane

I keep bleeding love.

Keep bleeding...

I keep keep bleeding love~

Physics lab-- I had a 49.80+ on my grade. I need 60% to actually pass. And I need that. Really. Then covered court for lunch (thanks Bumbum for the lunch!). Afterwards, BASPHOTO for our Midterms exam. And I sucked at it, seriously. Cuddled with Bumbum in the hallways (yay sir Percy!) and then went up to our next class--which is: RATVPRN. Oh wait!

Before that--Bumbum and I went down to the covered court to check out the stuff again. Met up with Napoleon (woo, Nap!) and chilled for a few.

Wee. I met up with my groupmates: Kevin and Miguel.

Then Bee and I went on our date~ he was deciding whether to watch the local film: My Only U, or go to Enchanted Kingdom. But yeah, we went to ATC to watch Quantum of Solace instead. Haha.

Afterwards, off to his pad. And I bled. Yes... after five months of not having my period... it has finally come! Woo. :)

... Sorry for staining a lot of stuff, Bee. Haha. :))

... And I still want to bite you. :(

Labels: bee, bumbum bee um-ni cobra, date, good times, hangout, love

Waiting.

I keep on waiting...

Waiting...

And waiting...

But you never came. I'm tired already. Such a tiring, nostalgic day. I walked home (for the second time this week and I think for the few days to come) again and went by Phase 5. Just... reminisced.

Ah, the good old days.

How I miss them.

Labels: alone, reminisce, tired

Snow White.

I want apples. Lots of them.

... And I'm tired. ~~My body and mind aches~~.

And I love mangas. And I love apples. And I love romance. And I love photoshopping. And I love experimenting. And I love Pik-nik. And I love lettuce. And I love mayonnaise. And I love ice tea. And I love walktrips. And I love mint. And I love chocolate. And I love Double Dutch. And I love ice cream. And I love crackers. And I love chichas. And I love music...

And don't you just love life?

Don't you just love finding

the reason to keep breathing?

Don't you

just love...

m e ?

Labels: bee, love, narcissist

Boku ni Natta Watashi.

I miss my Bumbum... ;A;

... And I want more ice cream! GRR!

But being with you...

is more important than

b r e a t h i n g.

Don't try to do the impossible.

I like it best when you're being

y o u r s e l f.

I don't want to let

you go either.

O M G!

Takaneshi x Itou! ;A;

Labels: bee, bumbum bee um-ni cobra, manga