going with your flow.

moosic is my religion.

my stalkers.

tagboard

stringlets.

reminisce.

thanks.

Design: doughnutcrazy
Icon: morphine_kissed

Hallow's Eve

I had fun at the cemetery (although Kyle and the others were waiting for me at the AAV party). :]

But as usual, men kept leering at me--just like what happened last year. Haha. Maybe it's my choice of clothing or I don't know. Haha. Anyways, I hated the attention especially since I felt like a hoe when someone whistles at my direction or when they smile and wink at me when I pass by. Hm.

But anyways, I ate my dad's awesome cooking. He made this awesome baked mac with lots of cheese. *drools* I love his cooking, honest to God. Haha. Then I played Patapon on the PSP, listened to chill music, walked around, and when I came back... I played Monopoly with my sisters and cousin. Haha.

Although, they were too confusing to play with so I quit and played with the PSP again. Haha.

Then, I didn't notice the time, but 12.16 AM already came and I was like--oh my gosh, so I texted Bee. :]

Happy Monthsary!

Labels: bee, cemetery, halloween

Cheer up, emo kid.

Afternoon was indescribable. I failed Physics, I failed at life, and I failed at happiness.

But when you cried--and I cried--under that same tree that first gave me hope... it scattered when you looked at me with those eyes. Those smile that never reached that twinkle was there again... and I felt lost.

And you're not sure anymore.

And inside, my other half died.

Wake up, emo kid.

Please wake up.

And when you did... when I slapped you across the face--I saw your face turn into anger. And I was scared. But I wanted you to hit me. But you didn't. But I needed a wake-up call, too. So when you gathered me in your arms and kissed me.

I wanted to believe you're back. Skates.

I don't like the drama anymore.

I really, really don't.

So I asked if I could go with you to Cream. You doubted at first, but when you agreed... We went off to my pad to get my clothes and my ATM. Afterwards, to your pad and readied ourselves to watch Teeth. But first, we ate ate Francine's BBQ and Hotdog dinner. LOL. Yay.

Then watched Teeth... lazily. Haha. Hay naku. I didn't get to understand the movie again much as I predicted! Lol. Ohwells. :)

Afterwards, we talked to your mum and Samantha in Japan through YM call and webcam. I wonder if your dad was there... I've always wondered how he sounded like. Hm.

Anyways, then off to Metro Bank for a moment so I can withdraw. Then to your pad again to meet up with Andy before going to Migs' pad at Sucat. The "plan" changed and there was a lot of conflict that went on. We had to take another turn at Bicutan to fetch Migs and Nikki, but their dad got angry at us.

Hm. Oh, and there was this major traffic before. Stupid traffic made us later. ;A;

But yeah, then went to granny's village first, then off to tito Rommel's (nice meeting you po!). Afterwards, to Warehouse where we were supposedly going to meet up with the trio, but apparently, they went ahead. But we got to World Trade Center first. Haha.

So yeah~ Big Fish! Now, I am a technogeek officially. I used to listen to the mixed Technos before, but that was even better. Raaaave. I want. I had uber fun. :)

Pappi and Nikki went home around 2.30 AM, while Bee, Sho, Andy, and I went home 4 AM.

I got home by 5 AM. And yeah. I'm invited to the Halloween party at Embassy later tonight, but I don't feel like going anymore. Hm. I want to, but I'm just too tired. Haha. Maybe some other time.

Hai Bee. Aishiteru yo. Boku to hanashite. :)

Labels: bee, big fish, bumbum bee um-ni cobra, chill, cream, love, party, soulja crew

Wasurenaide ne.

It's one of those days...

Where you just know it'll go wrong.

But you don't have to be down

about it, little one.

You are strong and you know it.

Even if you pretend,

but you'll learn to embody it.

As soon as I got home, I already talked to Reza about studying for Physics. So around 6 PM, I went over to Phase 5 (on my awesome bike) and went to their dorm. Harry, Fael, Eric, MJ, and Reza were there and I hung out with them till late eight. A lot of smoking and some drinking went on and it was actually fun. Haha.

Basically, I'm screwed for Physics.

But anyways, I still copied some notes (which I lost) and Reza and Eric played with my bike. Haha. Then I called Bee. :)

Went home by 9, chatted, then Bee called. :D

I feel lighter. :)

cause i am glad to stay w/ u<3

Labels: bee, cry, hangout, love, stress, thoughts

Rust and copper.

Hindi lungkot o takot ang mahirap sa pag-iisa... kung hindi ang pag-tanggap na sa bilyon-bilyong tao sa mundo, wala man lang nakipaglaban upang makasama ka."

Now listen to me.

These are my thoughts.

How small my voice is--

I wish to be heard.

You change for two reasons:
Either you learn enough that you want to or... you've been hurt enough that you have to.

But when I hide--

I wish to be found.

Because what's the use of letting yourself disappear--

when nobody cares enough to look?

A lot of things could be said within a little period of time. But what matters is how long you will really mean it.

And when I sing--

Care enough to listen?

Because when it echoes--

even if you walk away--

it'll find a way to reach you.

They say if love is painful, it's time to let go and save yourself. But just keep in mind... if love is true, pain is never a reason to let go.

Don't let sadness overrule.

It's saying you're weak.

So note to self: you're strong.

But it's a sad thought...

That deep inside--you're weak.

But you just don't show it.

No matter how hard we try to ignore or deny it, eventually the lies fall away, whether we like it or not. But here's the truth about the truth: it hurts. So we lie.

I know I liked fantasy for a reason.

Within that space of imagination--

I see life as I want to see it.

Princesses and princes. Queens and dragons.

Figments of childhood that I want back.

"You know that place between sleeping and being awake, that place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I'll always love you." -Peter Pan.

So smile.

Just smile.

Everything's alright.

It's all in your head.

Stop thinking.

The most beautiful thing is to see a person smiling. And even more beautiful is knowing that you are the reason behind it.

Reason?

You'll know if the person really cares when he asks what's wrong and you tell him nothing yet he stays there... waiting for the real reason.

♥ It's so hard to be a poet.

I miss my Bumbum.

Labels: poetry, quotes, thoughts

Naiyak ang langit.

Let's talk.

for there are only raindrops,

that drown out your voice.

i wished for them to exist.

this night. just tonight.

i wanted them to exist.

I love it when you laugh.

i see eyes. too many eyes.

and they see the same thing

that i see and there's curiosity.

and when you rhyme in poetry,

i wished it was about me.

Those hugs and kisses are perfect.

and when you tell me those

sweet days of old youth--

i wished it were you and me

that you remembered so dearly.

Those pictures... where is your smile?

and i missed it. i wanted to smile.

tell you to do what i'm doing just

because. i want to see you do it.

like before. just like before when

it was perfect and there was no

conflict (but it's not that bad).

And I keep reading in between those lines.

don't you notice? don't you see?
i keep on thinking of things that
end up in my certain misery.

i can't function like i used to.
but i try so hard to hide it.

we're all in this state. and no one
seems to care at all about the
hurt and pain that leave us
all hanging and believing
everything is still
the same.

So tell me, am I still alright?

[INTROSO exam, Bee's pad, Ichi, chill @ my park]

Note: This is just a poem made from boredom.

No need to think too much about it, if ever. ;)

Labels: bee, poetry

Getting Yourself Into.

Absolutely tiring weekend. But I enjoyed immensely.

Saturday morning till afternoon was torture, though, since it was my midterms for ADVERPR and ARTMSC. Indubitably horrid, that day was. *shudders*

However, when finally Bee, Sho, Ralph, and I went to Sta. Elena for the "three events in a day" (happy birthday tita Sarah and Happy, and congrats Roy!), it was fun. The food was awesome, swimming during the night was awesome, and everything was just awesome. Haha. Well.

But when we went to the newly-blessed house, we were all tired. I kept taking naps and shiz. Then finally, a few hours later, Roy, Bee, and James dropped Mickey home with Kyle and Claire. I fell asleep again. I kept hanging out at Sho's room, haha--although it was really freaking scary there since I was alone and all.

Then again, Ralph taught me how to play the bass guitar. And yes, now I'm addicted to it. *grins*

OH! And btw, when Bee and the others came back... they bought KFC and booze! Yay. Unfortunately, though, we didn't get to drink much. It was just two rounds and we gave up since everybody was freaking tired and we were watching Wall-E. *tears up*

Then yes, I fell asleep on the floor beside Bee, while the rest of the crew was on the bed. Haha, but when we woke up... Roy was telling us to go on the bed with him since the others were awake. Apparently, they didn't sleep at all. Haha.

Roy: I've always dreamt about having a threesome, but I was in the middle.
I never expected it to be with my bestfriend and his girlfriend.

Afterwards, we tried sleeping again, but couldn't. So we cuddled. Haha. And then we watched Shaolin Soccer. Haha. It was a kick-arse movie, yes it was. Then when we finished watching, we went down and chilled, jammed, and skateboarded. Wee.

We ate lunch late, but after that, we repeated the cycle of chilling again. Haha. When I fell on the skateboard, Bee panicked and didn't want me to skate ever again. And I thought it was really sweet... but then again, I really want to learn. So I persuaded him that getting hurt was part of the process.

... then it came to emotions and it felt awkward.

I had so many thoughts in my head, and I seriously felt down after that. So when I skated around the area, I released my tension and when I came back... I can finally face him again. And I seemed happy again.

But anyways, after that I watched as Bee and Ralph jammed. Gah. Why are the soulja crew so musically inclined? I felt so inferior compared to them, haha. But anyways.

I took a shower after that (thanks Bee for lending me boxers!), jammed again, then watched Narnia. It bored me.

Then Bee and Sho took me home around 5 PM. But before that, we had a stop-over at 7/11 and I bought slurpee while Bee bought Big Gulp and chicharon. Yum.

When I came back home, dad was there with a grin on his face. And you know what he told me?

... "Come out to the garage". And he showed me my new motorcycle.

A motorcycle. What. The. Hell. It's like saying, "here's my gift for you: death!" Good job. Haha. But when I drove it, it was actually fun. Since it was like a scooter-type thing and it was like riding a bicycle, I didn't face any difficulty as much.

However, now, I'm going to cram my Physics project and INTROSO Case Study. Yay for me.

... yes, I'm doomed. :)

Pictures to come when Jordiee uploads them. :P

Labels: bee, birthday, hangout, soulja crew, weekend

Defiance.

I had fun tonight.

St. Scholastic Halloween~y party with Roy then off to Pappi's celebration for a quick drop-by. Then Roy and I went to Jollibee for a quick take-out as well (thanks for the ice cream and fries!). But before all of that, BASPHOTO class was torture. I felt so tired and dizzy from everything. Then Starbucks with Bee and Pappi. Jordiee followed suit.

I did something that I regretted terribly. ~~I tried smoking~~. And I hated it.

... Think first before you act.

Grr. It's 1:02 AM and I'm freaking tired. And Tres is still talking to me--but I must sleep! Exam tomorrow at 9 AM and I have no freaking clue about the class. I am absolutely doomed. *sighs*

Labels: crazy, deep cut, halloween, hangout, soulja crew, tired

Stronger?

I'm not so sure about being stronger between the two of the Bees but damn well I can say it's me, in a way. Haha! Sorry, Bee. I love you, anyways. :P

Tonight was actually really fun. Myco hung out with Bumbum and I--and our first stop was 7/11 for dinner. We ate hotdogs (grr!) and played around with a pantyhose. Haha!

Next was we crashed this Bel-Air Halloween party (but it wasn't worth our time) so we went to Bee's house to chill. We watched cable, movies (namely The Eye and Bubble Boy, and we kicked it like old school), and Bee and I wrestled.

It was fun and tiring. Haha. Went home before midnight--and Bee was scared that I was past my curfew when I don't have any anymore, technically. Haha!

I miss my non-curfew nights. *sighs*

Visit me!

Labels: bee, bumbum bee um-ni cobra, hangout, love, movie, sexy times

Walks in the Park.

One really tiresome day.

PHYLAB was hell. BASPHOTO pissed me off. RATVPRN was supposedly fun, but that's because I was with my groupmates and not in Ms. Grey's Anatomy's class. Ugh.

But Bee took all my stress away. And staying under the same sky (although not in close distance) and watching the same stars twinkle made my day. :)

♥

"Please stay with me, happiness."

Labels: bee, hangout, love, stress, tired

Vanilla.

And he said:

I just need you

to be there for me.

Thanks to Roy for picking

me and Pumpkin up from

the Rotonda at school.

We really appreciate it.

We went to Paseo for dinner.

Vanilla ice cream.

Hugs and kisses.

Moonlit sky. Stars.

Balconies and--

bated breaths.

Haha, sorry to the Soulja Crew when Bee and I went out to the terrace. We actually didn't notice that we could be seen from the inside--I thought we couldn't be. Haha. But anyways, I had a fun night. Wait--I just checked my Plurk, and Jordiee said we couldn't be seen, but they closed the curtain anyway, because they didn't want to see anything.

Well, technically... we were talking first, but then there was this lovely hideaway place. Haha. Tsk, tsk. But of course, we just exercised... right. Haha.

Anyways, I should be off to sleep now. I have an exam early tomorrow and I'll need to study before it starts. Omg, wish me luck! And good grades. Haha.

Labels: bee, bumbum bee um-ni cobra, hangout, love, sexy times, soulja crew

Wake-up Call.

As a girl madly in-love... she feels selfish.

She doesn't know what to do or think, because she's confused. And when he left her, her world crumbled down to bits and pieces of indescribable particles that left her in the verge of breaking down. He told her a lot of things. And she actually couldn't remember a lot.

Because through that time, she refused to listen. She refused to accept that reality had bitten her hard on the arse and that she's finally getting what Karma should've given her a long time ago.

Playing with hearts shouldn't be left unpunished.

And she felt persistent. She wanted to stay and convince him that she was everything that he thought she would be. And did she try fooling herself with pretending that everything was fine and dandy? Of course. Because what else can she do, but act as if she was happy.

She promised him, didn't she?

Because they were the bestest of friends--

they were just too close.

And although that thought hurt her for awhile, she tried moving on. Keyword: Tried. She felt absolutely pathetic when she was crying inside the church, too. She found out he was somewhere--and probably having fun--while she was stuck with the thought that she wasn't enough.

She felt too miserable to even care how she looked like right at those moments, because the thought of him in her class as they try to listen to the professor--and fail--and how he gives her those funny expressions he does with his face when he wants to look cute resurfaces since the next day would be that class exactly.

And she remembers those little things that made her fall in love with him in the first place.

Consequently, as soon as she received word that they would meet up that exact night, she felt her heart beat faster and twice as hard in her chest. She wanted badly to see him. She wanted badly to win him back. But she accepted the fact that he needed more time.

And so, when time passed and they were together--and went apart for a few moments--as soon as she came back to where he was... then and there he took her in his arms and kissed her. Tears flowing freely through their eyes, but still--she felt selfish.

Because now she knows her mistakes, and she wants to learn from them--she forgets that in the first place, she'll need to control herself. But she can't. Because he is like a drug to her. And she can't seem to get enough.

She knows she needs to get a life (outside his world), but the seconds with him is where she feels the happiest and without him seems the most painful. And it hurts her that she feels this way, because she knows she has become too clingy.

And she's not sure if that's what he wants.

If he hasn't noticed, she always tries to pay the tab when they're out. Why? Because being with him actually doesn't need a price. And it's her time with him--and hopefully he would understand. Money doesn't matter as much when happiness would cost. But isn't it silly to think that way?

She tries her hardest to get to know his friends just so she can get to his other part as well. Because it's important for her to get to know his other world, and not just the world he let her see. But was it a right move? Did she even think of those consequences?

Because now, she exists in both worlds... and that must make him find it harder to breathe.

The more pressure he would feel that she's always there. Won't she try and make him miss her?

But she can't. She's weak. And she can't possibly make him miss her when she, herself, can't last without him and her desperately missing him as well. She finds it unfair.

How she loves him too much.

How he loves her too much.

And yet, how they think is definitely different from what they would expect.

Because one day, he will tell her that she's not treating him like a boyfriend--and the next she'll hear that she's already strangling him with her relationship grip. And that confuses her. What do men really want?

My happiest moments

weren't complete if you

weren't by my side.

Because life with you is

so much better.

[BBQ @ Ph5 w/ Lexy and Myco, Starbucks, Movie marathon @ Roy's pad.]

Labels: babble, bee, hangout, love, soulja crew

Bonding like glue.

I bonded with my dad today.

Today was supposed to be a lazy day for me, since I had plans for the whole upcoming week, but nooo... Apparently, I would have to drop off my sisters to Enchanted Kingdom, because they had prior plans.

Sucks for me, then.

But then again, my dad and I had lunch at Shakeys. And I was so full.

Afterwards, we went and looked for DVDs to watch, since we can't go to ATC like we planned. We didn't have gas, and I didn't have money. LOL. So we stayed and chilled at home and watched the movies we bought.

And now... we're waiting for my sisters' text so they could get picked up.

Lucky little tweenies.

Anyways, tomorrow--Physics and INTROSO. My favorite classes... *sarcasm*

I miss my teh Bumbum. :(

But true love is a durable fire,

In the mind ever burning,

Never sick, never old, never dead,

From itself never turning.

-Sir Walter Raleigh

Labels: father's day, hangout, movie

My wit won't allow it.

I'm scared that you might

go back to treating me like

I wasn't your boyfriend.

The good thing about life is that how much hurt and pain you receive from its lessons... you learn. And what I love about life is that--you're still a part of its beat and I'm glad. And I missed you today. *sighs*

Anyways, the afternoon... ate Anna picked me up from my pad and we went to her house for some snackage. It was good ham and cheese sandwich, aye. It tasted like pizza. LOL! And then went to Yellow Cab to order BBQ Chicken pizza. Hm... it smelled so weird, btw. So then, we met ~~William~~Mickey. Haha.

Then off to Bel-Air to pick up Jordiee and hang out at Roy's place for a while. We saw Happy and Shelley! Yay! Boo, though, since they didn't come with us to Sta. Elena. *suds*

But when we reached Sta. Elena, the pool was actually already closed. But Roy talked to the guard and we were allowed till 8. Well... an hour night swim sounded good so we swam and took pictures and shiz.

Went to Roy's new house and checked out the construction... er. We stayed there for more than a couple of minutes, though, since... there were snog sessions going around. Hm, I wonder.

But yeah. Off to 7/11 and we got slurpees! Yay for slurpees!

Today was fun and relaxing. I feel like going on a jacuzzi now. Hm.

For someone who I know

is equal to my Bee being an

absolute jackarse...

I know... that you deserve better.

Labels: bee, hangout, soulja crew, swim

"Bagay nga talaga kayo."

We developed Photograms today at the dark room! Haha. It was fun, although really scary at times since it was freaking dark and my imagination plays with my sanity. BASPHOTO is fun, although work has taken its toll when I thought this term will be easy for me.

I guess not.

Work has piled over me and I honestly have no idea what to do.

Especially physics. I hate physics... although I like the professor--it just doesn't match me. I need a really strict professor that knows how I want to learn--not someone who's nice enough to give me a choice if I want to learn. *sighs*

And INTROSO... maybe she does give a passing grade, but I don't know... she's not my type of professor. And the time of the class just sucks arse. Don't get me started with my RATVPRN and ADVERPR, too! The professor just needs to disappear, please. Saturday classes are just a bummer.

PE is okay. Just okay. I wish it was in the morning and not in the evening, though. Effing sucks, my schedule.

But anyways, today... Bee, Roy, Jordiee, Migs, and I went to SM Southmall at Las Pinas to go to the PDO bank there. Some business cash needs some taking care off so the secretary of Roy's family company went with us to Alabang.

We met up with James in the mall. Then after the chores were done, we decided to eat KFC Bucket Meal, but we already went past the gas station that had the branch. During the ride, it was a funny experience since Bee and I kept on being a pair of giddy bewbees and Pappi kept on saying that we had to move since we were blocking his rearview mirror.

And whenever Roy looked back, he always had wrong timing, since Bee and I are either cuddling or we're smacking our lips together. LOL. I was laughing inside. We kept on PDA-ing at the back of the car. Haha.

So we had Baliwag when we reached Laguna and went to Paseo to drop off James and Migs.

Migs went home and James picked up Tina, that's why we dropped him off. Afterwards, we went to Roy's pad to eat and chill while we waited for the couple to arrive. Happy kept on crying whenever I'm close to her (but she learned to calm down after a while). Went to the store nearby for some Sting (energy drink, stronger than Cobra), and met up with James and Tina.

We gave them a surprise dinner treat in Roy's place, then chilled some more. We had this couple questionnaire thing and Bee and I won. Haha.

I had fun today. :)

What's your worst fear?

Losing her.

Labels: bee, bumbum bee um-ni cobra, hangout, love, soulja crew

Lesson learned.

You are my everything. :)

And whatever other people say about us, I don't care because they're jealous of what we have. And whatever happened before--made us stronger. And I'm glad I had this epiphany.

I am in love with you.

I don't want anything to happen to you.

I'm only looking out for your well-being.

Depression doesn't suit you anymore. :)

I'll do my best and make everything...

Happy.

I had a photoshoot today for Monochrome! Yay! :)

Labels: bee, love, photoshoot

Not restart... Upgrade.

Break-up and make-up.

You learn lessons when you feel like you're already at the brink of breaking down. Because when you're the most vulnerable, you don't think about the mistakes... you think about the emotions given. And when finally given time... you'll know what to do.

And you'll see where your heart lies to.

And I saw mine...

It was with you.

I dreamt of this purple dinasour.
He sucked everything from this place.
And I watched as he got bigger.
And he was slowing down his pace.

But then he saw this trash bin.
Empty. Just beside this street.
He strolled towards that side of the road.
And dumped every trash there is.

Labels: bee, cry, dream, love, upgrade

You can smoke now!

Happy birthday, Lexy!

Today was Whine, Emo kid day! :D

Afternoon:

Loner-mode.

Pre-night time:

Class (I cut after the exam), half-naked men running around, stranded at the parking lot.

Night time:

Alexis' dinner @ Yellow Cab, hang-out with Crie-Crie @ Starbucks.

Overall, today was fun and tiring. :)

Labels: birthday, hangout, learning

"Please, don't be stubborn."

And when you started walking away...

I hoped you would look back and see me watching you...

So you'll see how I felt when you didn't tell me...

Those four words I waited to hear when I said:

I love you.

I didn't fall in love with her.
I fell in love with you.
Just be yourself.
You don't have to be anyone else.

Labels: bee, cry, tired

Shisha-fied, anyone?

Two birthdays in a day!

I can't seem to stop eating now. *sighs*

Happy birthday to my papa (I love you, pa!) and my tita Lumeng (wee. Thank you for the ice cream and cake)! :D

Too. Much. Food.

Feels. So. Fat! Gr!

I'm missing someone terribly. Heard he went home around 4 AM today. *sighs* I hope he's safe. I've been worried all day. He hasn't texted or anything. *bites lips*

Anyways, since I missed him--I edited a few shots of him with the help of Jed Rosell. Now, I can't wait for those roadtrips we were talking about, aye. Vigan, Vigan~! Haha.

I can't wait for the trip Bee and I are planning for this holiday, too! Ugh. I need the rest. Now, please. *cries*

Tomorrow--I'm planning to meet up with Crickers at Starbucks. Hm. But there's football. UGH! Maybe on Tuesday--for Crickers, I mean. I have to text her as soon as I can, then. But then again--if I play football... I would have to cut class again.

And I can't anymore. Seriously. Or else I'm going to fail INTROSO. And I just... can't. That class is hell, though. I can't think anymore! Shit.

I feel like lighting a cig (since a lot of people think it's calming, I might need that). However--Bee doesn't want me to try. So if I did... I would be in a lot of trouble. And I don't want to disappoint. *sighs*

What to do with my life, then?

Labels: birthday, food, hangout, tired

All I can do is sigh.

Tonight, I was supposed to be at Alabang with my tropa for Kyle's debut.

... unfortunately, I didn't have a ride. So I'm stuck at home.

But then Pappi wanted me to go to Bed Space when he found out I wasn't going to Alabang anymore. He said I should ask Melissa out. We waited for her reply, but then again--as the hours passed by... I got lazy.

So now, I'm still at home--wondering what could've been if I went out with Melissa tonight.

... but then again, I'd rather be here--bored and restless--than not being with my dad on his birthday.

I'm just waiting for midnight to strike and I can officially greet him.

I'm so sleepy now, though.

Oh and I cut class again today (w/ Potchee)!

So. Freaking. Sleepy.

I hope Bee's having fun at teh party.

Earlier today was fun with you, btw.

I love being playful with you. :)

So someone asked me...

aren't you doubtful when he goes out?

I trust him. So much.
And that whatever happens--

even if it's because of my stupidity,

I love him. And no, it's not martyrdom.

It's acceptance.

I'm young. He's young.

Is that such a crime?

We know our boundaries.

Why break them if you want to

stick together?

Labels: bee, birthday, debut, home

Well, hallu thar, gorgeous.

Today was absolute fun!

Hydee picked me up from my house around 11.30 AM--and I haven't even showered yet! I wanted to take a dump too, but I couldn't since she was already there! But anyways, I took some clothes from my cabinet, and went with her to Pele's house in Estates 2.

But not before going to Jollibee's drive-thru for some lunch.

Afterwards, we had a chat, I dressed up, then went to BASPHOTO for some dark room activities. Yum.

Went to my pad after to get my contact lenses (since I forgot to bring it at Pele's shizz) with Bee, Migs, and Ralph. Then to school to drop off Migs for his COMPART class.

Bee and I (and Ralph, with the use of his own car) went to Starbucks consequently to meet up with Jordan (thanks Jordiee for the treat!). We took a LOT of pictures. Haha.

Then we met up with Gec and Hydee after since they had to do their ADVERPR thing. We stayed there for hours. Seriously. And whenever I roam around the place, men look at me (like the usual flirty looks) and greet me. I like the ego boost, but it does seem a little bit awkward. Haha!

In a few hours though, the rest of the sophomore batch in La Salle came and hung out there and I took pictures with them, too! Haha! Uber hyperness is fun. :)

Vernie then went and hung out with us, too! After she left, though, Roy finally came from his Rugby practice with the Blacks. Haha! We hung out some more and then took more pictures. Haha! We're such camwhores. :D

But anyways, then we decided that we wanted to watch a movie. So we did! Body of Lies is absolutely boring.

How the movie was made:

95%

Story / Script:

Too much talking. Ugh!

Then after the movie, we met up with James then we're off to Yellow Cab! We hung out some more! GAAAH!

This day is just so full of... stuff! Haha. Bee! You made me so kilig today. Hihi~ :D

Shame that we didn't get to go to Ginny's parteh at Katipunan, though. :( but it's okay. She now has a new sibling! Wee! Congrats, ate Gin!

Labels: bee, bumbum bee um-ni cobra, hangout, love, movie, soulja crew

Improvement, you say?

I failed my INTROSO exam.
But got praised for the research I did.

Today.

I became a Barbie doll.
With make-up on. *shock*

In guy's clothing.
*sighs*

Also, today...
I learned that looking pretty...
is "important".

So we'll see.

What is so special in wearing substances

that will hide what you really look like?

Do men really find satisfaction in women that look as if they're going to a party everyday? Would it make them seem as if their women will be the object of attraction through the eyes of other men?

Would it boost your pride when you think of how you snagged the best prize out of all the bunch?

Wouldn't you feel more satisfied when your woman is just naturally her and that she doesn't have to pretend? And that when you see her without the make-up on, you'll feel lit up... but when she does wear make-up on occassion--you would just be suprisedly blown away by the extra beauty presented to you?

Don't men want that?

... apparently, most of them do not.

Labels: bee, hangout, unlucky

I talk too much, yeah?

I feel a million times lighter.
But a few thousands worried.

I hope you sleep well tonight.
You infinitely deserve it, Bee.

Thank you... for everything.

Through thick or thin,

I know you'll be there.

Useless? Never.

You can always help--

if you believe you can.

Dattebayou!

Nicol's 40th day today.

It just seems like it was just a week ago--

when we went on a picnic in your village.

And you said you wanted more.

Labels: bageegee, bee, hangout, love, nicol noble, sexy times