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My favorite daughter.
 You left me. You promised me that you would always be there for me. We had plans to go to Europe after college. You promised. We were supposed to go to another picnic this Tuesday, diba? I was going to treat you out. BBQs and everything! And... it's our sixth year anniversary being bestfriends this October. Remember? ... I owe you two burgers, lots of hugs and kisses... and especially my I love you's everyday. Joji and I even spent our fifth monthsary with you today. Our favorite daughter... we love you and miss you.  I love you, Nicol "Bageegee" Noble. I'll always do. For you, I'll start praying again. (March 5, 1991 - August 30, 2008) P.S. I'm sorry I didn't have any internet this week. :( Went to Tagaytay yesterday with Bee, tita Gi, Sam, and the two ates. We greeted each other a happy monthsary two days early. :) Labels: bageegee, bestfriend, love, nicol noble Tease Me, Please Me
I haven't posted anything in a while. Haha, I miss blogging. Stupid internet connection keeps disconnecting me so I might not be able to reply to any of my Tagboard messages in a while. I apologize for that... I'll do my rounds after they fix my damn connection, though. :) So today. The afternoon, I was with Craig, Yaz, and Myco. We went around Paseo, then Bel-Air II, then to Bee's pad where we hung out. Haha. We jammed and shiz. :P They left us around 5 PM, though, so Bee and I watched Eurotrip. Hihi. Do you like the way the water tastes?  After that, we went to Paseo and he treated me this Bacon and Mushroom burger for dinner. Then to Kokomo for some drinking and Karaoke with some of his mates. I'm tired, but I'm hyped up for some editing. Hm. I can't wait for this stupid connection to be fixed! I want to switch to Globe or DSL suddenly. *pouts* Labels: bee, sexy times Reality
I feel different, somewhat. I don't know, but... the change I feel is intense and I feel like I'm overwhelmed with everything. I'm not sure if this change is a good thing--because somehow, I feel it's not--and if I should really embrace it but... I don't think I want to. I hope this phase passes by quickly.  Went on a spontaneous date (all our dates are, I suppose) with Bee tonight. Tried out this new Japanese restaurant across Paseo--Ippon Yari--and got so freaking full. But we still ate at Mc D's again since he was craving for Fillet O' Fish. LOL! :P Tomorrow, exam day. Haha. All my exams in one day... good luck~ LMAO! I should be off to bed, but this link didn't want me to sleep. :/ Here, you'll find out just how much harsh reality could be. ):
Hating-gabi
 Kasi ngayong gabi masarap tumambay sa labas at tuluyang kalimutan ang lahat-lahat. :) Naghihintay ng mga bituin na numiningning para makahingi ng isang munting hiling. Para sa iyo at para sa akin... sana matupad para ikaw ay tuluyan pa ring makapiling... Ayaw kitang mawala, lalaking aking laging mamahalin. :)  Salamat, Bageegee. Ang sarap mong kasama pa rin. Sa susunod... hanggang hating-gabi. Wag kalimutan. Midnight. Ang lamig ng weather. LOL! Labels: bageegee, hangout, love, nicol noble Stop it.
 Nicole's party was last night. :] It was fun. Went to Rose and Grace for a little dinner gathering then back to her pad for a bit of a drinking session. Spin the bottle, snogging, "smucks", and Nicole getting drunk were the highlights of my night. :P Btw... Bee got the staff of the Rose and Grace restaurant a good beating (verbally with his "Wag kayong bastos." line and the manager taking a shit at them) because they were hitting on me. /: Paedophiles, ugh! Anyways, the night was beautiful. The stars were so clear and it was like a breath of fresh air when I stayed under the starry sky with Bee. I suddenly miss him. *sighs* Flirt? Pfft. You're just jealous. ;)
Feels So Good
Feeling good-- and it seems so right. After a while, you tend to forget your worries and strife. Mexican buffet. :P Hang-out under the stars as we watch the fountains splatter on the ground. :)  Listen to good Jazz music in awe. O: I want to dance with you. I want you to pass and stay. Please, don't go away. I love the way you love me. :P
Means of being alone.
 I had this little chat with Nicol tonight. I just had this revelation... I feel so alone. Have you ever felt this way? Like everyday, you see the same people. Except you know you can't connect with them anymore. It's like everyday... you see them. You feel them. You talk to them. But it's like everyday... it seems so empty. Everyday. It feels like it's you against the world. ... Every bloody day. I feel so alone. ... What happened to the Labels: bageegee, guess what, nicol noble Ikaw pa rin...
Cheesiness Alert! It's in Filipino anyways. ;) Nakakapagtaka, ano? Kahit sa sobrang tagal na panahon na magkasama, ganun pa rin yung feeling. Yung parang 'di mo kayang di siya makita. Yung di mo kaya na 'di mo siya makausap--kahit saglit man lamang. Yung 'di mo kayang hindi mo siya mahawakan. Mayakap. At masabihan na... "hoy, andito pa rin ako. Minamahal ka." Maraming nagtanong sa akin kung bakit daw siya. Oo nga naman, noh? Nakakapagtaka talaga. Noong una nga di niya gusto na humiwalay ako sa nakaraan. 'Di kasi siguro niya nararamdaman na sa mga araw na nakasama ko siya, unti-unting nahulog ang aking puso at kahit mayroon na akong ideya na baliwala ang aking nararamdaman para sa kanya... tinuloy ko pa rin. Ayaw ko naman lokohin sarili ko, diba. Sino naman may gusto nun. Pero ang daming nagbago noong araw na iyon. Sino naman mag-aakala na sa pagsasama namin noong gabing iyon na... doon magsisimula ang lahat. Sa mga bawat yakap at salita na kanyang binitawan habang ang kanyang init ay sinasalubong ng lamig ng lugar... unti-unti kong naramdaman na lumakas ang aking nararamdaman para sa kanya. Tingnan mo, Bee, magli-limang buwan na tayong magkasama... ... pero ang pakiramdam ay parang kahapon lang noong ako ay napa-ibig mo ng todo para sa iyo. Sa mga nasasabi ko, sa mga pagkakamali ko na naging dahilan ng hindi pagkakaunawa... patawad... So... tanong nga nila. Ano ang dahilan kung bakit tuluyang nahulog ang aking loob sa iyo? Meron ka bang sapat na oras para basahin lahat iyon? ;) 
Thanks for the nap, the lazy
Selfish is She
 It was fun and different for me today... in a way. /: So first of my afternoon, I went to Bel-Air with Bee, James, Sandoval, and Jempots for a quick round of interviews about SK. A group of men were leering at me and it fucking creeped me out. Okay, what the fuck, paedophiles! You guys are old enough to be my dads~ (although, I'm exaggerating a bit). Next of was at the computer shop and a group of stupid, childish, college men were shouting at us. Isubo yung ano? Tang ina niyo! I said in my mind. Haha. I don't know, but today annoyed the hell out of me. Bee was annoyed as well, apparently. *sighs* [edited. Bee... I love you. I'm sorry that I suck at blogging when I'm groggy and that I'm cramming some shitty paper while I'm sleepy... and falling asleep while doing that shitty paper. Yes. And now I woke up at 6 cos I was wondering if you left me messages only to find out that yes, you did... but weird ones and I was like WTH but... you know. Haha. I want to call you right now, but it's 6 and it's early and you prolly just got to sleep--since your last text was around 5.24 AM--and you REALLY need to sleep because... I just want you to. Haha. I know it's not a good enough reason--and this fucking French on MSN wants to view my webcam and keeps buggering me right now in such an early hour and I'm telling him that you would kick his ass if he doesn't stop bothering me--but you're always late in sleeping or you don't sleep at all. *sighs* And whoa, look~ it's so cold out. Rain is pouring hard but... Can I come over later when it clears? (: *shot* sorry this message is so long. Haha. I'll call you after my GRPCOMM class, ayt? *kisses*] Anyways, after that episode, we went to Paseo and hung out there. We checked out the newly opened 7/11 and stayed there. James wanted to go home already, though, so Bee and I dropped him off at his dorm. ... but we decided to stay for a couple more minutes--or more. *sweat drops* We played cards and had a "jamming session" of some sort. I suddenly want my own beat box. Haha. *grins* Ohwells~ I just had a revelation today from too much romance drama these past few days. First of... break-ups. Reasons that are completely irrelevant can make a person confused as well as doubt why the reason they broke up as a dunce. Always take out selfishness from a relationship cos apparently... it takes two to tango. Second is attraction: it's alright that you would tell the person you like about how you feel except... you should always be prepared of the humilation and the hurt on the aftermath. If you know you're not exactly blessed with the looks--and you know the person you like is shallower than the shallowest (Curse of Curves)--then, why bother?  Chick Flicks
 I went on a movie marathon the whole day. I tried websites that hosts free movies [watch-movies.net], but my net sucked dog balls today so I watched DVDs. CHICK FLICKS MARATHON! Awoo~ Sleepless in Seattle, Music and Lyrics, A Lot Like Love, A Walk To Remember, and So I was like, crying the whole day. /:  I missed Bee. *sobs*
1st Death Anniv
 I feel like rambling today. I went to Manila Memorial today to visit my gramma. I miss her. :) Anyways, after that went to ATC and checked out the new sale and shit. I didn't get to buy anything, though, cos I forgot to bring cash. So went to South supermarket afterwards to do some grocery shopping with my family, then went back to Laguna for mass at Don Bosco church. So I was at mass, roit? And then this family of 3 (dad, daughter, and son) sat down in front of me. I tried to distract myself from the priest (since he wasn't making any sense to me), and I decided to study the family in front of me. It was quite odd. The daughter, who looked like she was 14 or along the lines of it, was too clingy to her dad. And she had huge ass tits (which were the size of coconuts) that were absolutely not proportioned to the rest of her small body. The son kept on just looking at his cuddling sister and father and I noticed he started distancing himself. He looked like he was about 10 years old. I don't want to think so badly about their behaviour, however, I feel there's something wrong with how their auras seem to mesh too well for daughter and father. ... and the daughter had huge tits! I mean, what the fuck, right? Her height wouldn't even reach the top of my breasts! Seriously. She's that small--probably around 4"9 or 4"10. And she kept on bumping on her father's arm as well as putting her arms around his waist. ... seriously. It freaked me out. Anyways. Enough of my ramblings. I think too much, I guess. ...  I miss Bee. *sighs* Silipan Rinigan
 I had so much fun today. :P Even though, most of the time I felt weak and really tired. Bee woke me up with a latte from Starbucks, though, when we went to Paranaque for the Mini Music Festival at Al's Bar. The first band (which was Electronica) had a really catchy beat, but I think they didn't have much practice. Oh! And we saw my classmates from grade school--Rachel and RJ--I miss Manresa. Anyways.   The next two bands were awesome, though, but we had to go. We met up with Uli, by the way! Gah! Next time... Bee and I will stay longer and actually enjoy the gig. :) But yeah, when we got back to my place, we ate at my tita's house. Then had a little chit-chat with my sisters, cousin, and friends. Haha, it was funny as. It was like a freaking reunion. Tomorrow... it's apparently my Gramma's death anniversary. Sigh. I miss her.
Twice the Deed
 Honestly, I don't remember what happened today except when I was with Bee during the night. We watched Cloverfield at his pad and it was downright freaky. Afterwards, we chillaxed. Gahd, we were like energizer bunnies today. Haha. :) Tomorrow... there won't be any classes. It's Roshie's debut, but... I'm not sure if I'm going since I have plans with Bee to go to the music festival. I'm not sure if he remembers, though. Haha. We'll see. :P Bee ain't home yet. Hm. He's prolly still at Andy's. Gah. So... love. Like Arvie said, "Like the day is incomplete without the other half safe and sound". I... feel... so... sleepy. Addendum: This is my 100th post here. Woo. :D
Labels: bee, movie, sexy times Drive
 Never stress out under pressure. :) Don't worry... about a thing. 'Cause every little thing is gonna be alright. Adventure tonight~ awoo awoo. *smiles* We got a flat tire and everything~ haha. This day made me giddy even with all the stress and pressure. All because of Bee. Wee. *hearts* For that poet person who didn't like what I think about poetry--screw you. From now on, I'll be posting parts of my poetry here in my blog. I'll show you how people can relate to my pieces, you crazy, old coot!
Looking for that star.
 Went to this Poetry workshop today. Honestly, I don't think I even listened much since I was too busy talking to Jem and Rob. This guy, Ilagan person, who's a poet, kept on contradicting with whatever I said. I just got too tired of saying what I had in mind so I kept quiet. So this is what I get from saying what I had in mind. I see. But at least today I received good news from kuya Lev. He wanted me to be a guest photographer this September for his fashion thingy. I just hope I get contacted again. That would be quite awesome. I also wrote poetry a few hours ago. But... I don't know. I'm not satisfied. Since poetry, as that poet person enlightened me earlier, wasn't all about expressing oneself and all that shit. So... I don't know. It's as if... I don't know how to really express myself anymore. I'm confused and I feel a bit lost. Poetry is my passion and if I don't know what it really is... I don't know anymore. Oh honey, I don't feel so good.
So. Saturday night. I'll prolly just commute to Alabang and stay over at Kyle's house. Hopefully papa allows me. :) I suddenly feel tired inside. Labels: tired Sing for Me
Cabuyao. A place of which I've never gone to before... till now. Well, first times are always the most mind-boggling, I suppose. I actually had hopes that Cabuyao would be the same as Santa Rosa... but it's not. It's the typical type of place wherein people sell on the side of the roads, jeepneys stop at the middle of the road just to wait for passengers, and Ukay-Ukays are strategically placed where people usually stay at. It made my head spin, honestly. Too much action in such a small place. But anyways, today. I went to that busy buzz place for documentation with Horace and Cha. It was fun and exciting but at the same time, tiring. When we were driving home--since Horace and I were the only ones who were going to go back and we didn't know the hell we were going--we got lost. It was actually fun, though. It was sort of an adventure for us. Haha. Anyways, Horace dropped me off at 7/11. Then I called Bee that I was at McDo already so I stayed there and waited. He came with Roy and we wasted at least a few minutes there but Roy had to go home. So Bee and I went to Paseo to eat at Mocha Blends. Sho came and hung out with us. Then we played Counter-Strike... with Koreans! Haha. Those Korean kids were so cute! When they beat us, they cheer themselves like crazy! But when they lose, it's as if they're cursing at us or... prolly at themselves. But we don't know that, haha. So yeah. After the game, we stopped by Michael's Bar to check if Kyle was still playing on stage. He still was so we stayed for a couple of good minutes to enjoy the live music. So yeah, after that, they took me home. *smiles* Interesting day. I learned a lot today, too. The Philippines, in my point of view so people respect my opinion, is slowly plummeting downhill to poverty. I'm sorry, but seeing children begging for coins in the street... hearing stories of children selling their bodies for a night just to get money... such as that, we are truly losing respect for ourselves and care for other people around us. It's quite sad... this mentality "selfishness". In a more lighter note, I want to go to this little music fest in Paranaque this coming Saturday (August 16, 2008). Wish I could come... maybe I can ask Bee if he wants to go with me. Hmm. :) 
Labels: bee Moderation
Honestly, I don't know why but I completely have forgotten that High School ever existed. Or my friends in HS even existed Is it because of how different they are now? I'm invited to the debut of my used-to-be barkada this coming Monday and I'm not even sure if I want to go. I love the effort of inviting me, though, but... as much as I want to see how much everybody has grown in the span of a year--I don't think I want to even fit in. I remember the bullies of which I try to fight of every single day with my own fucked up banters. I remember the plastics who talk behind my back because "Ooh, my crush has a crush on her! I have to, like, totally tell everybody how much of a slut she really is!" I remember the pussies who I try to defend, but in the end, I'm the one who gets the bad end of the bargain. And I remember the friends who I treated as my other half... but where are they now?
How can you say that High School will be just a bitter, faded memory? I can say, in my place, that it has ended as such. Just a bitter. Faded. Memory. Well. Back to the present.  Today. I got a tempo tat. It's [a] Japanese character of which Bee knows, but I don't--since he's the one who suggested it. Haha. Vya's wallet got lost in the morning (all her money: gone), went to McDo for brunch (damn, I was so full), back to Uni to look for Vya's wallet (it was tiring), and afterwards, went to Ralph's pad to chill and do the tat-making. I was so freaking sleepy while we stayed there. But I couldn't sleep... and I don't know why. But anyways, I feel sleepy now and it's only 9 PM... I think I should jet to bed in a while. *yawns* Labels: reminisce Pawee Wee
  So last night, I went to Tricia's debut. It was fun, although as soon as I got home (which was around 2 AM going to 3)--my dad was waiting for me. And I got a handful of scolding. Haha. It's my fault, I know. But I honestly did not hear my phone ringing because my bag was with EJ and Meg. So I texted them that I was still alright and shit and that I was going home in a while.    My little while turned out to be 2 hours since we... kinda got lost. Haha. We didn't know we passed the road that will lead to Greenfields and we had to go around again. Which sucked cos it was scary and seriously, there were no lights on the road. EJ had to tell me this scary shit story that time-frame as well. Fuck. So yeah... my 'rents said I was "grounded".  My ass. Haha. I've never been grounded before and I never will. As much as it sounds rebellious, I'm trying to enjoy the last years of my youth here, plzkthx. My mum is too paranoid. My dad follows my mum too much (even though they already separated their ways). And I am but a product of headaches and heartaches. Major sigh. And I feel kind of guilty, too, cos Bee stayed up all night to see if I would go online so he can rest with the thought that I'm safe. It was really, really sweet. Gah. I suddenly miss him... But I got something good from last night~ I made a "porn documentation" of the life of the infamous Pawi. :) Enjoy. Labels: 18th, bageegee, debut, nicol noble Alice and the Caterpillar
 I felt rather distant today from everybody and everything else. I have no idea why. But after classes, Bee and I met up and decided to have some dinner. First of was, we went to the bank for him to withdraw some cash while I listened to his new selection of Japanese songs. Gah, I'm getting influenced all over again. Haha. But anyways, we went to Ichi--this japanese restaurant we went to before--and ate Seafood ramen and Garlic Chili ramen. Gah. They're so good! And we camwhored and made fun of random stuff while we hung out there. We then ordered sushi and ate some more. Haha. We then went back to my place around 8 and chilled by his car for an hour or so--listening to more tunes and harutans. It's fun spending time with him more nowadays since I've been feeling rather not myself lately.  He keeps me on my feet, in a way. Anyway, I read this blog of my professor, Miss D, and read about this girlfriend and the way she treats her boyfriend as if he's easily replaceable--or somewhat a doormat. Okay, there is this saying that: "There are plenty of fishes in the sea." Yes, the saying is right. But what if the fish that you caught is the one that you really wanted all along? Do not be stupid enough to easily think everything or everyone is replaceable because sometimes, the one that you let get away is the one you would be wanting to get back in the end. Men, even though most are vile, are still human. I'm lucky that I have Bee. I am extremely lucky. Although sometimes there are misunderstandings and situations wherein there are ups and downs... we get through them and look, we're still going strong. It's because we think in our relationship. Don't let your emotions over-rule you. One example that would be common with women is the classic PMS phase.
Okay. As much as most of us won't admit it, that happens. Fortunate for me, I don't snap like that. Sometimes, silence is deadlier than the rampage. And I take things in silence... a more unfortunate circumstance. But more unlucky for the man being bombarded at. Ladies, please. Give your men some air to breathe. Loosen up. :)  Have you ever thought of Alice in Wonderland? The Caterpillar. Hands. Roaming all over. Mushrooms. Enhances. Make them bigger. Alice in Wonderland. A pervert's dream come true. :) Nakaka-inlove ka talaga. Labels: bageegee, bee, hangout, nicol noble Mother Nature
Helping someone in need is so fulfilling for me. Even with my impatience and my laziness all factored into one being, I still have the energy and the time to... actually help. I've always believed that people should be left alone to do something for themselves because it will help them not depend so much on other people. Some people just don't get it, though. However, everything changed now. Like, really. Now, I'm the lazy one and the one who keeps asking for help. But anyways, in all honesty, I find this term to be my most tiresome one. I know, next term will be also the death of me since I have Physics and I'll probably get TRIGMAT as well. If... all is well, I guess. I need sleep. Bee needs sleep to the extremity. *sigh* I wish for this term to end now, please.
Sleep, yes?
 Sleep hasn't been an issue to me before--but the tendency to be bored and lazy have several times already. Today, sleep has come to me in a tidal wave and yes, as soon as my exam for P.E. was done, I dashed right home and had a few chill moments before hitting the hay. Research shows that as you get older, you won't need as much sleep anymore as you were a child. I've gotten older. I think sleep is wasting precious moments unconsciously. However, sleep is quite the necessity and I can't do anything about it. At least 8 hours of sleep would be a good bet when it comes to resting up. If one does not get enough sleep, we grow irritable and lose focus... which is a bad thing considering I'm trying to learn how to drive and I really need to focus on it. Now... enough of the sleep talk. I might lose my interest in continuing this blog and just sleep away the remaining hours of my night... which is a lot considering tomorrow, my only class would be around 4.20 in the afternoon. There is this quote that keeps bugging me since last Tuesday.
Now. That quote actually confused me at first, but a quick analysis of the statement says that... someone is smart when she admits that she does not know everything. Intellect is different from wisdom... so therefore, I admit I do not know everything. That makes me smart now, right? *laughs* But anyways, today was tiring... even though I didn't do anything. My eyes hurt and my body feels so weak. My dad actually kept asking me if I was alright or if I had a fever... but I actually felt fine. I didn't look like it, though, since as soon as I came to class, people were asking if I was alright. Damn. So yeah, I just found out that Oprah Winfrey earns around $385 million a year for appearing on the small screen. I wish everything was fair in the world and I can earn that much in a year as well... but it's not so all I can do is wish and hope for an opportunity so someday, I'll be as successful. *sigh* Such a thought might cause temporary insanity.
Love Guru
 For a more educational blog post today (as said so by Uli Oposa), I'm going to talk more about love and life in general. Or I'll try to anyways, cos sometimes I can't help but fawn over how my day went. So love. Love is a dose of reality mixed with fantasy wherein you would want everything to go the way you want it to. I, for one, as an authoress (yes, I'm gender-biased, so sue me) write about how I want my life to end up as. A fairytale ending or a tragic tale coming to an end. But as soon as I found love... it's like writing those kinds of fairytales... it disappeared and I'm starting to live it. And I'd rather it be like that. Living the fairytale I've always dreamed of. In fairytales, however, there will always be conflict and obstacles that people would always go through. Be it an evil step-mother, a dragon, or a midget king who wants to marry an Ogre... there will always be something you'd have to work on. But love will always continue on... unless you're tired of fighting for it. In which case, you're stupid for letting go. Now let's talk about the curious cat. I could honestly say that I'm a curious little bugger. The past will come back to haunt me someday, I say, and it will... and have. As much as I don't want to hurt myself, it will always be the case of whether I want to learn from those experiences or not. Knowing the past may hurt for a little while... but you'll move on and laugh about it. Because it's the past. You're the present. And you don't have to worry about what happened before and who was in that time-frame, because you're the one your special person is thinking about now. Although, there would be constant reminiscing... it would be just another product of the past. And it's always good to know where you came from. But never linger. Trust. Of which in relationships, is the most important. I admit that there would be times that I would do something crazy--like hack someone's account for information... haha--but karma will find a way to bite you in the ass. Take for example, Bee finding out my other blog accounts that I've had and done before. Now, there are incessant droolings in those accounts and I am actually rather embarrassed about them. But I know that it's just something that I should accept as well because I particularly hacked his accounts without his knowing. Now that is out of boredom, not out of distrust. Do not misunderstand. Except... it would still be embarrassing if your partner knew or found out about the past. Depends on the certainty of the topic discerned, though. Passion. It is something a lot of couples start with and through time--would lack. Based from my own experience (as well as how I studied my parents before), there will be someone who would end it at the peak of the relationship. Not all relationships, though, but some. For my parents, it ended because my mom gave up. Love is not one-sided. And if passion faded, you have to let go... even if it hurts. Most would disagree because of course... love is worth fighting for. ... but what if you fought for it and the other person has just already... let it go? There is no use to keep telling yourself that somehow... everything would get better and it would work out in the end when you're already forcing the relationship to a stretch. Love is not forced. Know when to hold on... and when to let go. [but as for me, I don't want to ever let go. ;)] Experimenting... That is something every relationship should have. It will keep the thrill alive and of course, the love flaring into a forest-fire bonanza. Bee is a gift of new experiences. Everyday with him feels like a new beginning of which a journey that will never end but will just keep on stretching (with new blings attached). He gave me the chance to drive again today and I found it absolutely exhilarating. The feeling of the wheels on your hands and the control you have over the vehicle... it is something different and it will keep your heart pumping like mad. ... just don't think too much. Most thoughts would have to wait for another time because this post is turning out to be a novel. Till next time. :)
Just keep swimming...
Today. I was the MVP of our P.E. class. I didn't even break any sweat. Haha! Literally.  OH! And Bee made me a sandwich! A HEALTHY one! Hoemagad. That made me giddy the whole day. :)   After P.E., though, we went to South Forbes to hang-out and swim. It was bloody freezing. Seriously. I think I'm going to catch a cold or something. *sighs*  Went back to La Salle around 2 and went to the COMLAB. Met up with Bee there as well as Pappi and hung out with them alongside Vya and Sharelle. Class came and I had fun. Talking about gender-biases can do that to me (being a pervert, that is). Afterwards, Bee waited for me and we went to Yellow Cab with James and Tina. Super full, then went to Big Basket for some ice cream. We then hung-out at the spot where we used to chill when we weren't together yet. We wanted something to do, though, so while thinking, we went past Shakeys and saw Earl and the others hanging out. So we hung-out with them for a moment. But they had to go as well so we went ahead to Bee's place. We watched "Shortbus". This short film that was so weird... it's like Sex Ed, but creepier. But yes. It was alright. An okay experience to watch something like that... I guess. Haha. He took me home around 10 afterwards. (: Overall, this was a really tiring day. Labels: bee, hangout, movie, swim On The Radio
 Working on paperworks the whole day and now I'm stressed. But Bee helped me along the way so I'm really, really thankful. He did my feature story for WRTPRNT and I'll just have to edit some stuff to make it "magazine" material. I did my report for INTPHIL today as well as I started with my Finals paper for PHILHIS. The topic for my paper isn't approved yet, though, so I'm not sure. I just hope Sir is compassionate enough and allow it. But really... I NEED MY BRAIN BACK. Plskthx. Of sweet tortures-- and lovely fleeting thoughts, Underneath the city lights, I wistfully concur. We are but of illusions-- that I love to imagine, We are but faded memories-- I keep on reminiscing. - Memoirs; Adrienne Bernal The Mummy! O:
 We watched The Mummy today. :D Although Bee didn't like it much, me and my friends watched it anyways. LOL! So first of today, I went online and chatted with people. Bee~ *smiles* I had a shoot with Cat when I got to school around 3. :D    Then went to SM (with almost 100 KPH as we drove) with Winston, Heinz, Nicol, and Heinz little brother,    We ate at KFC and the funny thing was... we got 4 extra rices for free because the cashier lady got it wrong. LOL! Or... we thought it was. But anyways. It's free so what the hell. LOL! Then afterwards, we got to watch The Mummy! :D But while we were watching the Trailers before the movie, we saw this one movie called "The Strangers" and I want to watch it. It's creepy looking. Lol. But overall, the movie was quite alright (maybe because I was just inwardly laughing at how ridiculous the characters were). We went home afterwards and now I'm talking to Bee! :D yay! So yeah. I'm hyper. *beams* Labels: bageegee, bee, hangout, movie, nicol noble Psycho-gossip
 Our fourth monthsary is officially today. We celebrated it yesterday, though. We were both so tired, though. And quite emotional so... we talked first after the Animo Teatro meeting. We then hung out at my pad for a while and talked some more and chilled. Afterwards, we decided to buy groceries, but instead ate out at Benitos. Then I wanted ice cream so went to Paseo and bought some. We went around and chilled at some spot near our chill-out place before [in my Multiply blog] near Jollibee. Haha. Oh, memories. And then, we went back to my place around 10 and hung out again. Talked, watched this Korean music video, and talked some more outside my pad. But mosquitos decided to attack us so we went inside his car. ;) We hung out there till midnight. Then monthsary! Wee. :) I went back inside the house before he left, though, and I gave him back our scrapbook and a little something for him to wear around. A small token, yes. I thought everything was okay, but... no, it wasn't. So today, I psycho-analyzed him. I can totally pass off as a psychologist now. Haha. But I'm really hoping everything will be alright... really.  So yeah. Today, crazy shits happened. Everybody is so emo (including me). I exchanged a shoe with Nicol for the day. Had a shoot for Cream-O in the afternoon. Then I hung out with Cathy till 11 PM. It was fun. We chilled and gossiped around. Haha. Tomorrow--more hanging out. I loves it.  Labels: bageegee, bee, hangout, monthsary, nicol noble |
Kimi ga Saigo no KISSU itsumademo.